time really heals

i thought i will never ever forget u..
yes u.u know who u are and i know u will be reading this.

its been months since our last talk..
since then i always telling myself dat i have to let u go.
u're getting married anyway so as ex-lovers to be frens-cam-xde-pape-happen is not an option.
it's the hardest phase in life dat i have to get through..
and how i wish i know how to fall out of love wif u.
out from all the heartaches..
out from all the hopes, dreams dat have been shattered to pieces.

someone has told me,

"fieza, let time heals.one day u will strongly moved on and i m sure dat u will slowly forget about him.be tough okkk..dont let urself down.."

sometimes i do think about u..
so dearly.

and just now i really wanted to send u an email.
a funny one which i got from a fren.
when i wanted to type ur email address, i paused.
"eh, what's his email add?"
i tried hard to recall..
emmmmmm..
i dont know ur email!
seriously i have forgotten ur email add!

i didnt save ur add anymore cos i thot i remembered and i m really sure dat i will never forget.
and when i wanna send u an sms asking what d email add is, i paused again.
i dont know which numb should i press on the keypad.
of course la i didnt save ur numb kan..
sbb i thot i akan salu ingat..
haiyah!
i forgot ur numb too!
completely!
how come eh?
biar betik???

how can i reach u now?
i dont have ur particulars wif me anymore.

so i guess now i can let u free cos i wont bother to seek for ur numb, email add or whatsoever related.

i lost u now dear so pls leave me too..
i pray for u always but to see u again, i think it won't be.

its just a matter of time.
it heals me..
it helps me to forget..

alhamdulilah..