Wednesday, April 1, 2009

time really heals

i thought i will never ever forget u..
yes u.u know who u are and i know u will be reading this.

its been months since our last talk..
since then i always telling myself dat i have to let u go.
u're getting married anyway so as ex-lovers to be frens-cam-xde-pape-happen is not an option.
it's the hardest phase in life dat i have to get through..
and how i wish i know how to fall out of love wif u.
out from all the heartaches..
out from all the hopes, dreams dat have been shattered to pieces.

someone has told me,

"fieza, let time heals.one day u will strongly moved on and i m sure dat u will slowly forget about him.be tough okkk..dont let urself down.."

sometimes i do think about u..
so dearly.

and just now i really wanted to send u an email.
a funny one which i got from a fren.
when i wanted to type ur email address, i paused.
"eh, what's his email add?"
i tried hard to recall..
emmmmmm..
i dont know ur email!
seriously i have forgotten ur email add!

i didnt save ur add anymore cos i thot i remembered and i m really sure dat i will never forget.
and when i wanna send u an sms asking what d email add is, i paused again.
i dont know which numb should i press on the keypad.
of course la i didnt save ur numb kan..
sbb i thot i akan salu ingat..
haiyah!
i forgot ur numb too!
completely!
how come eh?
biar betik???

how can i reach u now?
i dont have ur particulars wif me anymore.

so i guess now i can let u free cos i wont bother to seek for ur numb, email add or whatsoever related.

i lost u now dear so pls leave me too..
i pray for u always but to see u again, i think it won't be.

its just a matter of time.
it heals me..
it helps me to forget..

alhamdulilah..

10 comments:

Ida Athanazir said...

yes, time truly heals. Trust me, I know.... It really hurts, rasa rindu is the worst.

And rasa sayang ya lah susah nak dibuang, u keep thinking bout him coz masih sayang but at the same time don't want to be hurt anymore.

let time pass u by, it will be better, I promise.

Anonymous said...

ZA..BIARLAH MASA YG MEGUBAH SEGALA2NYA..MAKIN DIKENANG MAKIN KTA AKN RASA RINDU..JDKANLAH KENANGAN DOLOK SBG KEKUATAN KTK KINEK TOK..PASTI ADA HIKMAHNYA KELAK..MUDAHN KTK AKN BERTEMU SEORANG HAMBA ALLAH YG BNA2 MENYINTAI KTK DAN TERIMAK KTK SEADANYA ZA..AMIINN..~9949~

MAMI_FARIS..... said...

bena kata ida n dyg... past is past.. nang rs ati sik akan dpt nk 4get all the memory but as d time goes by.. e'thing will back to normal... that is life my dear.. adalah hikmah kenak Allah mduga ktk in this way....... InsyaAllah... ktk akn nemu someone who love u wif all his heart..... accept all ur weaknss, accept ur family and be wif no matter wat is ur condition...... trust me.. d true love will come to u........

nieza said...

time heals, so does someone new in ur life. someone by the name of .... ;)

ps: terpost komen k nama ktk indah. haha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

kak ida,

thanx for ur encouraging words..
i will keep dat in mind. :)

f.i.e.z.a said...

9949,

kmk sikda ngenang nyala mek dapat lupak..mun mala ngenang susah mok lupak..
bagusla eh..i feel free.meksuka meksuka!

f.i.e.z.a said...

mami,
insyaAllah deng..x lamak gik ya..hehhe.
law of atractions!

f.i.e.z.a said...

nieza,
dah mek delete komen nok k nama kmk tek.heheh..saruk bah nak mek lupak mok logout juak..

haih boh sebut namanya.lom kompom oii.kenal2 lok.hahha..

Audio said...

Olertedahnya.. sikpa.. mek masih nyimpan YM si Onggon ba. Lak mek merik ngan kitak aaa :|

f.i.e.z.a said...

audio,
apa kenak mengenak ngan onggon?hahhaha pndei kitak tok main serkap jarang jakk..hahahha