Monday, April 30, 2012

al fatihah Nek Yah

al fatihah

my beloved grandmother, Allahyarham Hajah Dayang Khamsiah bt Abg Hj Gapor has passed away this morning
it was a truly sad morning
very sad

my nenek tu mmg dudok sekali ngan my mum kat sini
my mum yg jaga
kalau siang kak ani, the maid akan jaga dia
oh my still rasa tak caya nek yah dah takde
for the past one week dia batuk
nafas pun turun naik
but i didnt expected that she'll passed this early
salunya batuk sikit pun akan baik
tapi dah ketentuan Ilahi, my nek yah pegi jua

teringat kalau i salam nek yah nak g keja kan, dia akan tanya "kau nak g mana tu?"
keja nek-me jawab
ok jangan balik lambat tauuu- she pesan me always

and penah i sembang2 then i salam
she said "mudahan kau cepat bertunang!"
hehe i just laughed n prayed that one day i would and she could witness the whole occasion
but she didnt make it
sorry nek
i couldnt find anyone yet who would suit me well till he proposed
so sad
when the day would come, i will always remember what u always said

tadi her face sangat tenang
macam tak percaya nenek dah takde
rasa cam dia akan selalu ada even nek yah dah 92 tahun

oklah.
i cant type more as the tears are flowing down my cheeks i cant help it
i miss her already :(

so to my muslim readers sedekahkan al fatihah to my dearest nenek k
and i pray Jannah is the place she'll finally be

al fatihah







Saturday, April 28, 2012

musim kawen

congrats to fasha sandha and jejai
wahh dan dan congrats
macam kwn2 jek kawen kan
well tahniah betol2 ni sbb akhirnya jodoh milik mereka jugak
setelah dugaan macam2
siap dgn putus cinta last year kan
tu la org cakap kalau dah jodoh putus la banyak kali pun, tak ke mana

and to my fav blogger miss peej burhan yg akan akad nikah esok
harap berjalan lancar semuanya
been reading her blog since 2008 lagi
walaupun tak penah jmpa tapi sbb dah baca lama, rasa cam kenal
kan?
tahniah tahniah tahniah!

wahh sekarang ni mmg ramai yg kawen
musim kan
hehe

tadi siap bobet call kata nanti cuti gawai she'll get engaged
and i was like whaaaaaaaaatttttt????????
are u effing serious?
betol la kan dengan tak penah dengar dia kapel ngan sapa2
alih2 nak tunang
sekali rupanya trolling sahaja
sib baik la dia jaoh kat miri nun
kalo dekat mmg la nak kena sedas ngan aku
hahaa

oh wedding pics nieza belum upload lagi kat blog ni
the reason is i was busy today
semalam pun
takpe esok insyaAllah ada masa terluang sket
sbb balik keja pun kol 8 sampai umah dekat kol 830
dudok tgk tv lagi
makan lagi
sembang ngan mak lagi
cehhh byk betol alasan kau
macam org kesah

oklah i nak tido
pagi tadi terbabas bangun kol 942am okkk
sib baik keja kol 1030
but still rasa macam jln tak cecah lantai je
mmg kelam kabut!

next time jgn la tekan dismiss
tekan la snooze!
hahaha

til next update
wil blog about nieza's bigday
insyaAllah

till then
love.fieza zaza



Wednesday, April 25, 2012

majlis akad nikah nieza and azlan

nieza dah selamat menjadi puan hehe
baru nak update kan
maafkan saya ye reader
keantonan yg melampau2
tauk sik reti anton?
sik tauk dah.
diam2 sudah ;P

majlis akad nikah was last saturday
lepas zuhur
i was so happy sbb dah fully recovered dari demam
alhamdulilah ya Allah sbb mengizinkan hambaMu ini utk menghadiri majlis paling bermakna dlm hidup kwn baik saya :)

me and juzz dtg g bridal awl sket
sbb nak tengok pengantin d mekapkan
yela pengalaman macam ni sekali seumur hidup je kan
harusla semangat temankan :)


 juzz and me :)

 pic taken by juzz.
love this pic hehe
takde pakai korset ok
berat dah trun 3kg masa ni wahaha

masa otw dari bridal to umah nieza, ada accident berlaku
cerita nya camni-

nieza, her sis ina n andika were left at the bridal
sbb me and juzz kena fetched up family nieza kat homestay
nak amik n bawak g umah nieza
sbb kereta sewa yg abg nieza sewa tu rosak
so me drive my own car g homestay amik dlm 4 org camtu
then juzz drive keta nieza amik lagi 3 ke 4 org camtu
we both anta ke rumah nieza

while me lepas anta fam nieza kat umah dia, singgah plak amik kueh
kat area my house
order for mkn2 sekali lepas akad nanti
so i takyah la g bridal sbb juzz yg akan bawak penganten g umah

lepas amik kueh, i terus ke rumah nieza
so i was like eh lamanya dorang ni
bila sampai2 terus i was told dat they have met an accident
yg paling kesian was juzz la sbb dia yg drive keta nieza
mmg nervous gila dia
juzz terlanggar org bawak motosikal which resulted kat bumper belah depan kanan
agak terok jugak la but everyone was safe
thats all that matters masa tu
juzz kept saying sorry nieza sorry
otedah buah hati benda dah nak jadi kan
yg paling penting pengantin selamat
alhamdulilah
and to date, semua dah settled termasukla pakcik yg naik motosikal tu
semua dah byr gantirugi

and bila dah jadi macam ni kan semua pun tak keruan
dgn camera i lak boleh abis batt
haishhh
so i update mana yg smpat je

the beautiful bride.

i was the one yg temankan nieza turun ke tingkat bawah
nervous jugak hokeyyyy haha
sbb ramai dah org masa ni


dais yg simple tp cukup elegant

sebelum d ijabkabulkan

semasa akad

bila pengantin lelaki dah selamat melafazkan akad, i was all teary
sebak wooohhhh
i just dunno why
am too happy for her
bkn sedeh ok
takkan nak sedeh2 plak kan org kawen
hehe

kucupan pertama
aiseh!


glowing with joy :)

alhamdulilah semua dah selamat 
despite all the hiccups here and there
dengan eksiden semua kan

tapi tu la i boleh lupa nak amik pics geng ramai2 kat pelamin
maybe sbb still in shock kan
sbb i part2 gambar ni mana penah sikit2 je
mesti nak meriah2
but its ok
yang paling penting is the akad went beautifully
makan pun sedap
hehe

to nieza and azlan, congrats again
may God blessed your marriage always
and soon will be completed with cute babies :)

the couple are currently in phuket honeymooning
hehe

oklah part wedding will be updated soon

till next entry
love love love :)

Saturday, April 21, 2012

of baju kurung and si dia yg hitam.ohhhhh

hye readers!

last entry tu selasa eh?
pehh lama jugak rupanya tak update
well i was really sick last few days
lepas kena attack dat day, rabu mmg tak g keja
mmg rest sepanjang hari

khamis plak mmg offday
alhamdulilah
demam mula kebah and tonsil pun dah kurang bengkaknya
mkn pun dah mula selera

alhamdulilah mmg happy
selepas 5hari demam akhirnya sihat jugak
mmg bersyukur sangat2 Allah sembuhkan penyakit
:)

so sbb dah sihat i kuwa la today
nak cita hal jumaat walaupun hakikatnya dah sabtu dah ni
sbb dah past midnite masa update ni kan

i went to city tailor to pick up another kurung for my bff's wedding reception
yg hari tu for akad esok
semangat buat baju baru kan?
hehhee
i kalo kwn2 kawen adalah wajib buat baju baru
mmg dari taun juzz ke wedding sue sampaila nieza
nanti seru bobet plak kawen, wajibbb buat lagi sepasang
:)
kalo seru i plak kawen yg tu lagiiii lah wajib buat baju baru. eh.
;P

here's my kurung sulam


its silver kurung with sulam yg ikut corak kain
baju plain silver, kain tu bunga2
simple je la tapi i sukaaaa sangat sulam dia
mmg marvelous!
kemas sangat jahitan

then later tu went to lunch with mak n fatin
jln2 la ke parkson
and i tried this pair of platform heels i saw at bonia
once i tried it on, i just cant let it off my feet!
like seriously!
hahhahaaa

too prettyyyyyyy i just cant let it go!
its like telling me to bring it home asap

and yes, i brought the pair home with me
:)
but of course ive to pay for it first
hahhaa

lets just say raya is coming early this year for me?
hahah saja nak sedapkan hati kan? ;P





this is my first heels for d year
im not a high heels person anyway
i prefer to wear my fitflop to anywhere i go
including to the office fyi
and im more to wedges
but this one is just an exception
;)
sekali sekala kannnn

oh i need my sleep now
esok akad nikah nieza lepas zohor
oh my dearest bff is getting married u allllll!
i still cant believe this is really happening!
happy betol :D

early tomorrow morning i'll send my lil bro to d airport
for his flight to terengganu at 6am
me n mum just wanna take the chance to get a mcD breakfast
ngehhngehhh

oklah nak bgn kol 430 PAGI esok ni
pehhhhh
oh demi mcD breakfast
sanggup!

oklah
nanite folks!
xoxo





Tuesday, April 17, 2012

lagi sekali :(

sadly im not going to work tomorrow
because ive been given an MC
went to normah medical specialist hospital earlier
sbb balik keja kol 8 sampai rumah terus terketar2
telan activast but somehow the temp tak turun2

so my mum yg super risau bwk g normah cepat2
sib baik la dekat jek ngan rumah

bila doc cek kali ni rupanya tonsil bengkak
mmg pun sakit tekak tp tak sangka la tonsil
apalah nasib
mmg today susah gila nak menelan esp kalo minum air
kan i demam kan kena minum air byk
tp sebab tonsil ni minum tu jd sangat menyeksakan

and bila i keja today aircond kat opis sangat sejok
yelah tau tak sihat lagi nak jugak g opis
i feel better la pagi tadi kan
tak sangka la petang2 tu temp naik balik

so doc gave me mc esok
rehat la puas2 kat umah
kurangkan bercakap sbb tonsil tak baik lagi

so oklah thats all for today
nak update with gambar tp tak berkemampuan lagi
doakan me baik cepat2 k

take care u all

Monday, April 16, 2012

di hari kejadian

alhamdulilah i dah sihat sket
so nak update la on d day before i demam tu

sabtu tu i kuwa awal pagi
kol 830 nieza dah sampai fetched me up
sbb nak g city tailor amik baju
for this coming weekends!
hehehe

lama dah tak kuwa ngan nieza ok
excited gila! :)

excited nak muka amek? ;

city tailor ni kat batu 7
so pakai jalan lalu kat airport tu
sekali nieza kata nak singgah breakfast
ohhhh sukaaaaaaaaa!
:D

dah la salu kuar iklan mcD bekpes tu kan
lama dah teringin!


 berseri sik muka nieza?
3days more to go! :)

sampai kat city tailor carik my baju
tengok siap ke tak
siap dah!

 here's a teaser
nak pakai this saturday
insyaAllah 

love the beadings
tak penah lagi tak puas hati buat baju kat cni
harga pun ok
another baju kurung moden belom siap lagi
amik this khamis or jumaat la masa offdays karang
yg tu i wat sulam jek

lepas amik baju terus cepat2 balik
sbb janji ngan mak plak nak g tpt yg sama

 beautiful colors handbag 

before gi city tailor semula, my mum ajak singgah zaira
butik kain terbaru kat kuching
price wise okla
and i got a new kain my mum belanja
thanx mak!
actually me, fatin n ida pakat beli kain sama 
tapi kaler je lain2
nak pakai on 1st day raya nanti :)

 fatin

 here's my kain
nampak cam silver tp lite purple sebenanya
fatin kaler lite pink
and ida with cream

kain ni i buat kurung moden je
so now nak kena cari siapa nak temankan me raya nanti
he must wear a lite purple baju melayu to match mine
hahhaa
as if!

before balik umah lepas berpanas kat luar then masok keta, full blast aircond,
we went to swee kang 
panas2 sedap la mkn abc kan

mine as usual
whitelady

tu yg demam tu kot
panas2 lepas tu mkn lak abc
balik umah terus baring kesejokan sedangkan hari panas ni

i learnt a lesson a hard way
it caused me a day MC which is im not looking forward to
kalo tak betol2 sakit i mmg taknak mc2 ni
tapi nak wat camane kan
nak bgn pun tak boleh lagi nak drive to work

so nxt time jgn kuar kalau hari panas sangat
and jgn minum ais banyak2

esok insyaAllah i gi keja cam biasa
2hari je pun pastu offdays dah
till then my readers!

xoxo!
:)

feeling slightly better

last nite was horrible
was trying to sleep
i struggled a lot
pusing kanan, pusing kiri
tgk2 jam dah kol 2
i turned on my pc, online jap
but still taknak tido

last2 bila dah kol 330am camtu i dah tak tahan
sbb temperature makin naik
i woke up my mum mintak teman g normah
cek bp, ok
cek lain2 pun ok
sib baik org tak ramai
balik dari hos, i mkn ubat batuk n panadol
then tido

kol 9 bangun, shivering
sejok dlm, panas luar
panas yg amat sangat
so gagahkan jua mkn bekpes
roti sekeping w hot tea
then mkn ubat
dlm 2 jam camtu, the temp so far dah trun
and i slightly feeling better

hopefully terus turun dan tak naik2 dah

doakan me sihat k
my bff nak kawen lagi 4days
i cant miss the special day for anything in this world!

i hope i  boleh g keja esok
serious i miss to work
hahha
miss my crazy colleagues

keja 2hari then esok lusa then offdays khamis jumaat
seronok kannn mgu ni keja 2hari jekkkk
then sabtu ahad i amik leave for my bff akad nikah ceremony and reception
gonna update again tonite

semoga kesihatan mengizinkan.
amin

Sunday, April 15, 2012

fever is here -.-"

yours truly is currently having fever
demam panas
went to the clinic this morning
bangun pun terpaksa sbb badan sakit2
dah kol 1130am
tak boleh tak
kena bangun jugak

then ida teman me to the clinic
doc cek2 takde kata apa sangatla kan
got some antibiotics, ubat batok yada yada
and he gave me 1day MC for tomorrow
serious masa type ni pun badan sejok dalam tapi panas kat luar
last nite i terbangun kol 3pagi cos i was shivering
sejok amat
bangun kejap, telan panadol and letak towel kecik basah kat dahi
bangun2 pagi ni still takde progress

i mmg trauma kalau demam ni sbb salunya lama
every year mesti kena
janganla sampai semggu n kena admit ke
nauzubillah

doakan me k
kalau sihat esok i'll try my best to go to work
banyak keja tak abis lagi
risau :(

and then i demam ni kena plak weekends yg i off kan
nice!

oklah nak tido
tido ni pun pakai baju kelawar siap seluar panjang
salunya sependek2 alam baju tido
haha
sempat

oklah
bye!

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

of me and bobet

alhamdulilah selesai dah OT utk kali kedua bulan ni
bgn pagi td sunyi jek rumah sbb semua pun tido lagi
i sorang jek yg sibuk2 nak g opis
takpe fieza yg penting dpt habuan hujong bln hehe

currently rindu ahhh kat bobet
now dia keja kat miri dahhhh
last monday flight dia
she got a better offer there
rezeki dia kan
takkan la nak halang dia keja jaoh semata2 nak temankan me lepak mkn tgk wayang semua2 tu kan
so takpelah

since dah ada pics i update je la eh

this is our dinner masa pressie hunting for juzz's bday
rabu lepas kalo tak silap
i balik keja terus amik bobet kat umah
kelaparan, so we went to kim-bay for dins

and to my suprise rupanya dia pun pakai orange!
hahhaa sbb dalam keta dah malam tak pasan sangat kan
sekaliiiiii boleh plak sama kaler baju
ehhee

cheerful bobet

 orange-y me

actually masa nak gi makan tu i craved for sushi
tapi tak jadi lah plak
so mkn our fav dimsums n my fav steamed rice
bobet order chicken porridge tapi lupa nak snap


 lupa nama tp sedap

my fav kalo kat kimbay ni
steamed rice with chicken mushroom and salted fish
oh gosh 
nelan aek liorrrr nangga pics tok

why la dia kena dok jaoh plak
terasa gila sbb salu kuar ngan dia
tp what to do
nanti2 pun kena hadap jugak phase ni kan

and tadi masa kat ofc kompiden nak call dia sbb nak ajak tgk cita battleship
then baru cam "eh bkn bobet takde ke???" 
haha
sib baik la teringat cepat
kalo tak, kena gelak la.kompom!


sokay then
she'll be back nxt week for nieza's big day
cant wait to be with my bff again
semua sekali lah
juzz, sue, bobet and the bride that day, nieza 
InsyaAllah :)

so sapa nak temankan me tengok batleship ni?
tsk



kesukaanku

haluuuu

esok sedap la korang kan tak keja
public holiday katanya
tapi i keja.tsk
OT woooot!
bln ni ada 2days OT
masyuuuuuuukkkkkkkkk!

nak share pics je kat entry ni
semua my faveret
bkn faveret sukan
tapi faveret makan
hahha
well see the face yg montok
dont see the legs
sbb legs mmg kecik
jgn tertipu ok

belom mek slim, aida cuzzy!
belom! hahaa

ni pics amik before2 ni sebenanya
randomly
dah ada dlm folder tu share je la kat cni eh

1st pic is whitelady
from swee kang ice kacang
sapa2 readers kalo org semenanjung ke kalo dtg kch pls dtg swee kang
mmg legendary!
dari zaman my nenek2 lagi mmg dah ada dh tpt ni

rupa pun dah selera
belom rasa lagi!

2nd is satay kajang but made in kuching
dap!
kat kedai nama d'pondok


ketiga is my fav cake; choc indulgence
from secret recipe obviously
so my bday is in july
sila paham
hahaaa


last is my fav snack
lee fah mee
dari kecik lagi mkn benda alah ni
rasa tetap sama!
i like 8juta kali


sila la jamu mata
entah2 ada yg terus ke SR cuti esok ni kan
ahhaha

well enjoy your public holiday
to those yg keja macam saya: happy working!
:)

till then.xoxo

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

pirates nite.ahoyyyy!

dah lebih seminggu baru nak update pasal the company's annual dinner
takpela kan janji ada
as kenangan

it was held on 1st april at penview hotel
and the theme was pirates nite
so i was thinking what should i wear?
tak sukaaaaaa la theme2 bagai ni kan
emmm
nak beli baju baru semata2 kalo nak pakai sekali je mmg takla

so i belasah je pakai jeans w mng's top puteh n selendang biru
and rantai mutiara
ada la jugak elemen2 laut d situ haha
nak jugekkkk kan ;P

the simple pirate katanya.baiknyaaalah rupa
kalo ni la rupa pirate takdenya kuar dari kapal ahaha
ada kwn ckp "ha kau tgk ni contoh pirate muslimah"
hahhaa sabar je la

i was working that day so mmg siap semua benda pun kat ofis
and i takdela nak mekap luar ke ape kan sbb tak sempat
and masa nak abis shift, my colleague; angie siap tanya:
"kitak sik mekap ka? mok mek mekap sik?"
"boleh juak so brp ktk caj?"
"ehhhh sikda mek caj eh.FOC!"

wah dengar foc laju je kau kan fieza
hahaha
actually i nak mekap simple2 je
bkn tak reti kan
tp kalau dah ada yg volunteer tu takkan nak menolak 
sukaaa! :D

and it turned out so lovely hehe
makseh angie
mun ktk maca la blog kmk nak :)

 me and ezah yg pantang nampak cermin
hehe

 this is my tablemates
cella n yen mmg geng keras d ofc so kena dudok same 
ezah not in d pic sbb masa ni dia tak sampai lagi 

 nampak tak ada jack sparrow d situ?
hahahahaa

the dinner combined all the departments we have
tp department aku la yg paling havoc sekali
i didnt know that they will be this sporting
with all the hats, siap pakai rambut wig segala
pehhhh mmg sporting habis
aku sorang je kot yg simple
hahahaa

 bang denan n kak zue

 another shot

this man kat opis sangatla pendiam okkkk
dudok tak jaoh n kat opis pakai spek
santun betol
sekali kauuuuuuuuuu siap rambut panjang!
at 1st i didnt realize who he was
hahahhaa
 pirates gaok!
mek takut!

 me with shahril
cool outfit.kan?


kalo dah dinner apa lagi agendanya kalo bkn ucapan2 di awal majlis
lepas tu karaoke contest n lucky draws
masa karaoke tu kan bila peserta from my department jek yg nyanyi semuaaa pakat g depan stage siap ada banner kauuuu
gila kentang dorang ni semangat
eh ai pun ikut sama sebenanya
gambar je takde as bukti heheh
seronok wehhh!



pic taken by ezah's nikon
:)

dlm kol 9 camtu la baru makan
lapaunyewwww

 bukti semua kelaparan 

the buffet spread adalah sedap semuanya
alhamdulilah 
ada mihun, nasik goreng, lemon chicken, fish fillet, mixed vege
byk lagila cant recall 

then lepas mkn ada game
semua meja kena amik bahagian
dorang(committee) bagi kertas yg tulis bahan2 yg kena kumpulkan dan letak kat stage
so kena cepat2 ok
bahan2 tu macam pic ic size, lipstick, stoking, macam2 la
korang penah main tak?
mmg fun hahhaa

 look at their faces!

 sampai tumpah air pun tak sedar!

and we were one of the team yg menang that nite
dapat goodie bag full of food
we like!

seronok! :D
walaupun my number tak menang pun but i had lotsa fun!
salu keja keja keja je kan
bila annual dinner yg sekali setahun ni kena enjoy!

ok dah abis cita hehe
till next entry orait
xoxo!

Sunday, April 8, 2012

birthday dinner for juzz :)

hye dear readers!

im back and hopefully i can update cam biasa
ceh ceh salu jak madah gya tapi sikkk juak
ok lah i'll try my best to update

so kesahnya last friday nite
me and my bffs went to celebrate juzz's belated bday
at our fav place, The Junk :)
on monday i dah g reserved table sbb kalo tak mmg fullhouse
selalunya lah

juzz's bday actually on 3rd april
but she was in singapore so takpelah kan
belated takpe janji kita mkn together

since i balik keja pun 630pm and nak siap lagi kan
so juzz fetched nieza and bobet
and i g sorang
ingatkan i la yg lambat
i plak yg dtg dlu
but sokay sbb dah ada table pun kan
too bad sue cant join us that nite sbb kena g kanowit

sbb dah dtg dlu i snap2 la

lampu2 antik

the cute bday cake

tak lama lepas tu dorang pun sampai
bila last we all mkn sama eh?
okkk i dah ingat
masa majlis nieza tunang tu
:)

juzz the gojes mummy and nieza the becoming bride
in less than 2weeks now!
woooottt!


bobet in poret mode

dat nite me and juzz had our ultimate fav, lamb shank for main course
bobet with organic chicken apa ntah namanya
and nieza with her salmon steak

bobet's

nieza's

mine and juzz's

our meals were so sedappp as usual
and the salmon steak was sooooooooooo sedap-gila-nak-try-nxt-time!
kat sini pun ada pasta2 and my recommendation to readers, should try their carbonara
wajib try!

lepas mkn then its cake time!


juzz taknak ada candle2 ni but still we sang the bday song!
hahhaa

happy bday again juzz!
:D

yours truly yg momok

before balik kena ada group picture sebagai kenangan



love them so much!

esok bobet dah fly to miri sebab ada keja baru kat sana
sayuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ok tsk tsk
so tinggal la i yg single ni kat kuching
T_T

mula2 sedeh la kot kan
lama2 karang mesti ok dah tak sunyi
mana tauuu akan jumpa the one dlm masa terdekat ni
kan?
;P
macam senang! hahaa

and juzz, thanx for the i <3 SG tshirt from spore
love it so much and the pen from universal studios too!
i cant wait to go there!
mudahan ada rezeki kmk raon sinun kelak :)

till next updates!
harap2 next tu takla lama sangat
;D