al fatihah Nek Yah

al fatihah

my beloved grandmother, Allahyarham Hajah Dayang Khamsiah bt Abg Hj Gapor has passed away this morning
it was a truly sad morning
very sad

my nenek tu mmg dudok sekali ngan my mum kat sini
my mum yg jaga
kalau siang kak ani, the maid akan jaga dia
oh my still rasa tak caya nek yah dah takde
for the past one week dia batuk
nafas pun turun naik
but i didnt expected that she'll passed this early
salunya batuk sikit pun akan baik
tapi dah ketentuan Ilahi, my nek yah pegi jua

teringat kalau i salam nek yah nak g keja kan, dia akan tanya "kau nak g mana tu?"
keja nek-me jawab
ok jangan balik lambat tauuu- she pesan me always

and penah i sembang2 then i salam
she said "mudahan kau cepat bertunang!"
hehe i just laughed n prayed that one day i would and she could witness the whole occasion
but she didnt make it
sorry nek
i couldnt find anyone yet who would suit me well till he proposed
so sad
when the day would come, i will always remember what u always said

tadi her face sangat tenang
macam tak percaya nenek dah takde
rasa cam dia akan selalu ada even nek yah dah 92 tahun

oklah.
i cant type more as the tears are flowing down my cheeks i cant help it
i miss her already :(

so to my muslim readers sedekahkan al fatihah to my dearest nenek k
and i pray Jannah is the place she'll finally be

al fatihah