Tuesday, November 4, 2008

karma

do u believe in karma?
karma for me is like balasan.
if u ever hurt someone's feelings especially related to love, then be ready.
u might face the karma anytime soon.

i have a story to share about this matter..
to tell u d truth, i have broken someone's heart few yrs back.
2006 to be exact.
he loves me ssooo dearly, be with me all the time without fails.
and even flew to kuching to see me.[he's from penang].
after nearly a yr being such a very loving couple, someone approached me.


i have a HUGE crush on dat someone during my school yrs.
we shared lotsa fun memories together..
budak2 lagi tym tu.only 16..
he's d one who sang me a song during talent tym..
he's d one who gave me chocolates when he walked passed by my class.
we even shared a choc bar when we together finished up our homework.
tell me, how can i resist this man when he suddenly came to my life again after so many yrs?

he started by sending me smses..
and then sweet phone callss at nite..
not forgetting d endless yming session which will ended up saying i miss u too.

my bf back then have no idea about whats happening w me.
i started to ignore his calls..
i read his smses but i didnt reply..
yes, im sooo damn cruel..
but i cant live in denial for so long.
i've fallen in love w my crush and the love dat i have for my bf is started to fade.

until one nite, my bf called and i told him d truth.
truth really hurts but dats d only way..
i apologized and ended it up..

me cruel?yes..i need to be cruel to be kind.
then,my relationship w my crush getting closer n better.
and im soo happy about it..

but, things didnt last the way i wanted it to.
he slowly changed..he's not dat sweet anymore.
he started to ignore me..
exactly the same like what i did to my previous bf..
after few weeks, i made up my mind.
i decided to walk away from that rship.

and i believe it's d karma...

i learnt a lot since dat day and i wont take things for granted anymore.

see..it will haunt us no matter how regretful u were w the pasts..
and the sins dat u did..
the one dat u hurt might forgive u but karma will not.
trust me..

to those who had broken someone's heart, wait till karma sees u..
and to my previous ex, i just let karma do the rest cos it'll hurt ur feelings deeper..
deeper than what i've experienced before..
and i'll watch from a far while clapping my both hands and say..

hahhaha..padan muka!

36 comments:

JUZZ said...

haha..entry yg kmk plg suka..let us clap our hands together.hahaha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

come clap clap..Tuhan merik cash balasan d dunia tok.kmk x polah papa pun xhal..
diat dari jaoh jak ooo..

JUZZ said...

dendam kali byi ta 2 lok.haha

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

org penah kenak bulak nang koat dendam p ta x juak polah papa nak.
k tetak gik ada mun ngenang.
bagus juak jus eh.ada k anok kita dudi ari lak..hahhaha..

.designerdaria. said...

apa jadi ngan urg ninggal za?
huahua

btw mek asa mek tauk crita atas ya koh. time ya la mek mala kuang kuit ke jalan pu make kelisa ya. nak nak. nok tok yg tak ekot g futsal ya nak huhuh

[ LADYKiKi] said...

hhahahah.. no komen..

>> biarlah tuhan balas..

>> mek juak ada sifat dendam yang koatttt!! tp mek maafkan kerna saya sudah buang jatuh rasa cinta itu.. la~la~!

JUZZ said...

tepat skali on..urg nak ngekot g futsal kat waterfront ya eh..nya stay dkt2 jalan pu juak bah.hehe

MAMI_FARIS..... said...

sik apa....... iboh d pk gilak. past is past.... build up ur new life n hepi owez... u'll find ur betterhalf later wif hepy ending...

f.i.e.z.a said...

daria,

urang ninggal mek x tauk pa kesah n xmok tauk.sukati nyampun.mek ada spy d kch tok.huaahuaa.
aok nok kmk g futsal la.xkan x kenal sapa maka geng sama sekolah.hehhe.ttp juak ku sukaaa sbb nya ensem idong mancong.hahha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

kiki,

dendam ya biasala kan.tipu la mun kita madah ta hepi kenak bulak org yg kita sayang.tp xhal carik org lain ki.kita kacak bah.yerr..

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

ktk la saksi utama juzz.sweet na tym ya.kak futsal mkn kat topspot.oh oh..wpun kejap jak xpat lupak juak mek ko.ktk ada pic mek 2nak?simpan aa.mek mok cuci lak.yah, gik juak ku ngenang.

f.i.e.z.a said...

mami faris,

kadang2 bila ta teringat ya alu dtg geram.kadang2 jak la teringat anyway.boh tak bingong.x mek gago ngenang org ninggal.

JUZZ said...

Za,
gik ada ku nyimpan gamba ya koh.kau tym ya ng sik igt dunia,maka dah becan.haha..ne ndak alu jd dreba aku.nya duak dudok blakang.haha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

kmk maseh bercan ka masa ya juzz?i mean with hhi?yoohh nang jaik ku menduakan cinta.hahha.gik asa ku encerik karma.
btw, simpan jak.mun dpt emailkan pic ya.k kenangan.aiseh!

yana said...

entry kitak nyuruh mek takut eh.tapi karma ya nang mena lah.mek dh kenak ko.takut kenak gik skali.

blur2 mek eh,sapa org ya? mek kenal kah? gago juak eh mok tauk hehe.. pa sama skolah tek ya lalu terpk..

f.i.e.z.a said...

yana,

mun ktk xda nyakit ati org,boh takut..
btw, ktk kenal bah.ingat sik ktk ada g umah kmk masa form 4, kita ada kerja kursus bm x silap mek.awg mu pun ada bah.nya dtg ngan sapa?ingat sik?eheemmss..

n i e z a said...

i so wish that guy from our school reads this & we'll see what he says bout this.hehe..
feels kinda lucky not to break someone's heart & got mine broken,yet.karma is super scary,man!huhu..
hope u'll meet that dream guy & once u do,take care of him.boh curang gik.haha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

nieza,

i wish the same thing too.oh oh..
xda mek curang za.since 2006 ya alu mek tobat nasuha.seyesly!
org curang ngan kmk adalaaa..siap g the spring bergmbar kat kolam.RASKAC!
sak karma ngepong pok ya.yah!

jetsetter said...

what's goes around comes around,kan??

f.i.e.z.a said...

jetsetter,

yup..since aku dah kena kan fad, i truely believe in dat.
so bebaik2 la sesama insan.. =)

JUZZ said...

haus ku ngepos gambar tak 2 tok..yana mok tauk ka?b**h la nama nya.hehe

yana said...

juzz... mek tauk!!!! thanks for the clue.heheh.

fieza, mek confuse nya ngn nak sorang gik bah... kitak tauk sapa nak?

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

pos jak.kita mengimbau kenangan.kelak ku ngimbau kenangan ko juak.mok?hahha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

yana,

alu suk dah tauk.hehhe.nok sorang ya?sapa?faizzam ka?mek form 4 xda gik contact ngannya..

JUZZ said...

za,
jgn ko nak molah keja ngimbau aku pun indah..hahaha..klak if i let u go klak..timak sik,trimak sik..haha

f.i.e.z.a said...

damn kau juzzz..

xhal.lak ku merik kau vochelle.mok sik?hahhahahhahahhahahahha tetaaaakkk rami2...

JUZZ said...

demmit ko za..ku mls nak nyebut nak tbaru tok bah..nak suka ngan kau ya eh. ;)

SueYgKiutMiut said...

iboh dikenang2 bah za..kelak msti da org yg bena2 syg ktk..

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

palak ko juzz.lak ku sebut juak nama org meli hotdog 1901 kat spring temu kita ri ya lak..yah,ada berani????hehehe

f.i.e.z.a said...

sueygkiut,

xda mek ingat.terkenang ajak x salah kan.tp mek ngenang nok jaik2 ajak.hahha

JUZZ said...

haha..ya jgn sebut za.mua2 kita beliang klak.haha..

f.i.e.z.a said...

hahhaha.yalah tek.wpun cannya d sebelah ttp juak nya nyelin kau.aiseh..cinta lamak.hahhaa.

psyco said...

I read this entry with a pinch of salt in my mouth. Karma is something unavoidable but yet we can't deny that thing happens for a reason. I mean, instead of worrying bout Karma we can start to learn a word named Hikmah

Btw, for those who haven't got any clues of who I am, I'm one of her exs...the one whom she loves the most. Isn't that rite dear? Hehehe ;)

f.i.e.z.a said...

psycho,

hikmah tu mmg la tp karma lagi best nak ingat.sbb i yg dtinggalkan.u x rasa lagi ape i rasa dats y ckp camtu..
btw, hikmah is such a great thing too.i xyah pindah kl.yahoooo.hati i dah x risau.xyah kapel jaoh2.tenang jek skang ni..n im happy ure w her now.

n one more thing, its not 'loves', its loved.

Anonymous said...

"n one more thing, its not 'loves', its loved"..ayat paling ku suka..hahhaha..rite on his face owh za..hehehe..
~otromen~

f.i.e.z.a said...

otromen,

thanx.ya nang mena..gik asanya!