do u believe in karma?
karma for me is like balasan.
if u ever hurt someone's feelings especially related to love, then be ready.
u might face the karma anytime soon.
i have a story to share about this matter..
to tell u d truth, i have broken someone's heart few yrs back.
2006 to be exact.
he loves me ssooo dearly, be with me all the time without fails.
and even flew to kuching to see me.[he's from penang].
after nearly a yr being such a very loving couple, someone approached me.
i have a HUGE crush on dat someone during my school yrs.
we shared lotsa fun memories together..
budak2 lagi tym tu.only 16..
he's d one who sang me a song during talent tym..
he's d one who gave me chocolates when he walked passed by my class.
we even shared a choc bar when we together finished up our homework.
tell me, how can i resist this man when he suddenly came to my life again after so many yrs?
he started by sending me smses..
and then sweet phone callss at nite..
not forgetting d endless yming session which will ended up saying i miss u too.
my bf back then have no idea about whats happening w me.
i started to ignore his calls..
i read his smses but i didnt reply..
yes, im sooo damn cruel..
but i cant live in denial for so long.
i've fallen in love w my crush and the love dat i have for my bf is started to fade.
until one nite, my bf called and i told him d truth.
truth really hurts but dats d only way..
i apologized and ended it up..
me cruel?yes..i need to be cruel to be kind.
then,my relationship w my crush getting closer n better.
and im soo happy about it..
but, things didnt last the way i wanted it to.
he slowly changed..he's not dat sweet anymore.
he started to ignore me..
exactly the same like what i did to my previous bf..
after few weeks, i made up my mind.
i decided to walk away from that rship.
and i believe it's d karma...
i learnt a lot since dat day and i wont take things for granted anymore.
see..it will haunt us no matter how regretful u were w the pasts..
and the sins dat u did..
the one dat u hurt might forgive u but karma will not.
to those who had broken someone's heart, wait till karma sees u..
and to my previous ex, i just let karma do the rest cos it'll hurt ur feelings deeper..
deeper than what i've experienced before..
and i'll watch from a far while clapping my both hands and say..