Thursday, November 6, 2008

hikmah.

one of my exs commented on my previous post
he told me dat i should think about the hikmah instead of karma..
and why did he mentioned dat way?
at first i was kinda furious jugak la kan.
apesal lak nak komen camtu.
tp after a while, i pk +ve je la.malas nak bising2 gado2 ke hape..
honestly, mmg i still sayang dier.my ex yg bagi bantal love tu..
tp sekadar sayang as teman xpekan..
we both pun still ym, talk on d phone tp xdelaaaa sayang cam dulu.
it's over n im through..
nak sangat i ckp pasal hikmah, well here it is..

since i dah xde pape w him(yg kat kl tu) i jd a lot stronger.
yes, he left me to be w someone nearer(his ofcmate)..
mula2 mmg cam org gila tp i know i can get through this.
dah nearly one year pun kan..

my dear,

my life w/out u semakin happy sekarang..
i dah xyah pk camane nak tell my family yg i nak keje KL.
xyah nak bz2 applying for jobs there.
no need nak pk who will take care of me 24/7..
nak cari rumah sewa lagi..
nak pk camane w my car nak bwk g sane..
xyah nak browsing airasia now n then..
the best thing is i have all the freedom back again.
and im happy dat i wont be far from my family esp my mum.

one by one things are getting better here.
life changed and i moved on.
and unexpectedly, my lyf changed in a better way..
i got salary increment, a good job and a fabulous life.
bkn nak ckp sombong but dats the truth..
i am happy wif what i have now and without u my dear, i dont lose anything..
i have everyone:my supportive family n wonderful friends besides me and my life never been this happier before.

i never asked bad things will happen to u my dear..
i nak u rase je ape i rasa dlu.dats all..
if u're happy, then dats a good thing..
sbb for me, im happy when u're happy.
period.

u're my history and always will be.

18 comments:

.designerdaria. said...

cerik asa ko. ada mek maca za. mek manas juak mula2 maca. ilek2 giknya ngakuk mcm ktk lom get overnya. sikpa za o. :) kch tok always feels like home. walaupun urg ninggal cam cako hahahahah. tp! kumbang bukan cako2 sumanya

.designerdaria. said...

gine nak madah 'bait sik maluu' lam bhs bm za? huhuh baik tak malu cam sik cukup cabik geronong

shnrianna said...

yea yea no 1
komen...hehe
wahh fieza clear statement ktk ya...

shnrianna said...

aikkk hehe ingat no 1 tek..ee malu ehh

f.i.e.z.a said...

daria,

yalah tek ko.mek eran juak.kmk hanya kawan ngannya eh.xda sekelumit pun perasaan ngannya gik.
kumbang bkn cako semuanya!nang mena ya!
bah, ku encarik kumbang lok.k inggap d bungaku.aiseh!

f.i.e.z.a said...

mok cabik geronong agik?well padah 'muke u lihat':MUKA KO DIAT!.HAHHAH.alu lucu munyi.hahha.apa ooo..
xda idea wak tok eh.

f.i.e.z.a said...

shnrianna,

clear ado.
nuff said.

f.i.e.z.a said...

shnrianna,

try gik nxt entry darlink.hahha

mim.ya.ra.alif said...

susah gerek ngn lepeh..
penah juak berdepan situasi cm ktk lok.. nk carik keja di kl lah.. nk diam di sine lah.. cmne nk mdh ngn mak nk keja di kl lah...

carik urg swak jak... senang

f.i.e.z.a said...

mim ra ya alif,

tgh carik la tok.hehhe.mek dah jeraaaakkk gilak2 ko.penah juak sangkut kejap org kch, p pangei cam cako juak bak kata daria atas nun.hahha..
at least ati mek x bingong gik dah.alhamdulilah..

yana said...

aok eh muka ko diat lm bm apa owh.slalu jak mok nganok org gia tp x tauk mok translate.yah bhs srwk juak yg best.

sik lamak gik adalah kumbang hinggp di bunga kitak za.kitak cantek bah... :)

JUZZ said...

za,
pdk ko idong ko diat.brk rasa cabik geronong campo bawang.hahahaha

f.i.e.z.a said...

yana,

makaseh..boh manas2.kmk x manas ngannya bah.just dat mek mok clarify jak.
he's been d one dat i loved b4 so mek xmok kelaie ngannya yana.dah xda jdoh, x hal la..

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

kau eh.jaik ada wak.ilek2..coba tak molah blog juak nak oo.dapat nganok si **** ya.mudahan mena si **** ada org lain.sak nya encerik.yah karma.

JUZZ said...

ku tok malas ngarang bah.ya la malas beblog.hehe..mun mena la ***** ya ngan nya ya, nang karma la.mun nya 2 jadi klak ko ngkah entry nya 2 k jd contoh karma ya.

f.i.e.z.a said...

juzz,

tggu cdak kawen lok.mun jadiiiiii gya baruklaaaa molah entry karma the greatest.hahha..xpat ku bayang mun nya 2 mena ada papa jus..ya nang pengempang la.maka bestfren kedirik..

Dida said...

~ to u know who u r lah kan ~
it's a gud way of showing your Ludicrous thoughts by talking bout "hikmah" with her. yadadadada~ hikmah la dah dumped orang. u were rite the hikmah is that God is so fair that He wanted sis fieza to be with the rite person who loves her genuinely~ yeah definitely the rite person is not you...daaaaaaaaaaaa~
to you sis i know how strong u've become from the very 1st day he dumped u. u went thru so much & it will be the most powerful life experience for you..i'm so proud of u! =)

f.i.e.z.a said...

dida dearie,

bnda tu dah lama jd..last march n i malas nak pk lagi.yg dok i bising2 pasal karma tu is my previous ex org kch, not him.tp alang2 dah dier komen soo i wat la entry nak reply komen dier kan.
yes dida.im stronger now.wpun single tp hati happy..tu yg penting.. =)
and fyi, i wont let myself be in a rship dgn org yg x appreciate i.tu jek.