Wednesday, March 11, 2009

i know i shouldn't but i can't help myself.

"you're like an indian summer in d middle of winter
like a hard candy with a suprise center
how do i get better once ive had the best?
you said there's tons of fish in the water
so the water i will test"

-katy perry



how can i have the best when the best is with another lady?
though its been 6 years since i last saw him but to forget?
not in million years.

thinking of u is the best i can do.
the closest i can get.

to ahmad firdauz,
i wish i could go back to those 2years i had with u.

27 comments:

WhiteTulip said...

:(

f.i.e.z.a said...

whitetulip,
ya part sedeh.xpat mek tapok2 gik dah.rasa mok madah namanya jak sak nya tauk.nguuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Anonymous said...

aie..thinking of you??..hurrmm..sadis nya percintaan mu itu..hurmm..i'm speechless..sabar jak za..kdg2 pa yg berlaku mmg menyakitkan..ya bkn yg kta mintak dlm hidup tok..p yalah kta kenak juak akur ngn takdir..tol x?..dan ada HIKMAH yg tersembunyi dlm setiap pa yg kta lalui dolok2..ceh!..berpuitis indah ku lok..:P..~9949~..

f.i.e.z.a said...

9949,
thanx.sik tauk mek apa hikmah.kak nya alu bercan ngan org bodo2 jak dah muka jaik2.hahhaha.alu nganok.
well, dah nama 1st love.sapa la dapat beat nak..

Anonymous said...

nang la kta xtauk..1 ms lak kta akn tauk bah..nang la 1st love xpat dilupak..xpa..pk jak cmtok..mun 1 day nya pndey sedar dr lamunan..nya akn carik ktk juak bah..coma ktk perlu bersabar jak la..okie..:)..~9949~..

daria.lala said...

mek tauk nok ne muka paling jaik zaaaaaaaaaaaa
hahhaaha. org gila di bulan posa.
aih
astaghfirullah *sambil ngeleng2 palak*

f.i.e.z.a said...

9949,
mek x arap eh..ngenang jak nang best..sekali sekalo bah deng..

f.i.e.z.a said...

daria,
yaaa betol!!!
org rasa kacak d bln posa.maseh endak nya keja sia ooo?yerr wonder indah.last la mek nemu nya masa nganta murtabak k sungkey ko.pasya x temu2 gik.pa ndak jadi.kompom kenak sumpah empuan jd gila.hahah

n i e z a said...

ria ktk madah org lain, tok org lain gik. nak ne satu the best ktk tok? ;p
apapun, he's ur past. better concentrate with the future. if i were u, i'd just put up his name for a while. ati ku puas. pasya delete. hehe..

Audio said...

:( <--- ngekot kedak nok dikomen si Katie nun :|

Ms Tikot's said...

Woh... story ktk tok pernah terjadi ngan kmk juak. 6 yrs, but nothing. Till now, masih tercari-cari. Hehehe. X apa, sesungguhnya jodoh & pertemuan itu di tangan Tuhan ;-)

DiDa BuMBLeBee said...

sis mcm tau je...eh betol ke sape yg i pk tu

f.i.e.z.a said...

nieza,
yalah rasa mok naep namanya kejap.huhu..i know he's my past.kadang2 ngenang ya jak mek mampu.huhu

f.i.e.z.a said...

audio,
:(
:(

T_T

f.i.e.z.a said...

ms tikots,
i bet all of us have that phase in life.bezanya ending nya jak.hepi ka sik.kmk maseh harap Tuhan temukan balit mek ngannya but till now x jmpa2 :(

f.i.e.z.a said...

dida dear,
i rasa u pun tau.d one yg sama blaja kat bangi dulu..

n i e z a said...

see, that wasnt that hard right?
ati pun puas. hehe..

f.i.e.z.a said...

nieza,
aok eh.puas ati ku.sangat sangat.terluah dah beban lamak2 tok.hehhe

:: maszShimi :: said...

hye babe...

I know this is just a phase ur goin tru....cheer up and test the waters....

farah.loren said...

oh tok tek di pdh kitak.

gne2 syg, gne2 kita rasa mok orang ya.
mun sik da jodoh.susah juak.

tunggu. semua ya dugaan. if he is the one. nya akan dtg balit. buang jak smua memori daun keladi daun pisang ngan nya.

mun nya benar k ktk klak nya dtg balit.

nang senang la bunyi kamek mdh. tp kamek tauk susahhhhhhhhhhh !

sabar k!

love,
farah

f.i.e.z.a said...

shimi,
thanx!

f.i.e.z.a said...

farah,
aok tok la nok dcrita mek pg td.
kadang nang susah mok nerimak kenyataan yg he's not mine anymore but still gik juak mek terkenang kenang..huhu..
bak kata ktk if he's d one, nya dtg balit.
mun jak la :(
tp since mek lom kawen n nya pun lom, nei tauk miracle happens.waahhh!
hhahaha

farah.loren said...

ya la penyakit kita tok eh. suka mejin nk lebih2. asak ati dirik. tp ujong2 dikpun sakit. . susah. susah.

f.i.e.z.a said...

farah,
dats sooo true dear.suka imejin.
ujong nya kmk juak sakit.sapa susah.kmk juak susah.huhu..

AmirFX said...

Asehhh.... Coba tak renung kembali jaman ya kakya dgrkan lagu dari Kenny, Remmy Martin - Kau Pergi Jua.... Syahdunya wak lagu ya ehhh....Ishhh2.... Aher kata, patah tumbuh kelak ada gik berganti ngn gigi baru....

f.i.e.z.a said...

amirfx,
tegal belom ada pengganti la kmk camtok.hehe

Lois Lane said...

I used to live in the past,dreaming about my ex, who despite cheating on me TWICE, I still find myself with fond memories of us during that one year period after he dumped me for a slut. But after that one year, I moved on. Now when I looked back, I realised he SO DOESN'T DESERVE me. Last I heard, he married that slut. They SO deserved each other.

Za, do whatever you need to heal your heart, but do it fast, or you'll miss out on the wonderful things in life that's happening in your life now. And in your midst of reliving your memories, you might not notice that there's probably someone who's interested in knowing you better.