i have a weight issues.
berperang dgn berat badan yg maha berat.
and im fighting over it i think more than 4 yrs now.
i hate being fat/chubby/overweight.
i dislike the feeling when there's no size for me to wear.
i dont like the word GEMOK.
the word itself is ugly.
i know some people might say its ok to be this way.
yg penting ati mok bait.
tapi lately i have health probs.
i became soooo tired when walking up the stairs.
n then lutut pun cam ngilu2.
x sokaaa.sakitt laa..
then i realized, im only 25 but i dont enjoy myself.
i m not happy w myself sometimes.
i HATE my fat body.
i hate it when i cant wear my fav jeans.
i hate it sooo much when i cant wear my kebaya beautifully.
i hate it when i cant buy d la senza lingeries.
i hate it when i need to adjust d way im taking pics to make me look slimmer.
but i am not slim at all.
its kinda hypocrite u see.
so, i decided to make a change.
i want dat fit,slimmer version of fieza.
and it started today peeps.
i am now looking over my food intake.
i wrote it down so i know what's been eaten.
and i'll make sure i dont over eating like before.
and i started to use uzap again.hehhe.
i may not lose 20kg in a month darling..
but i know i can lose some.
month by month.
insyaAllah before i turn 26, i'll achieve my goal.
this is not words saja ok.
and im sharing it w u cos i dont want it to be angan2 mat jenin.
bila dah share camni, rasa cam malu kalo x jadi tol x? ;P
if i want to have dat shape, i need sacrifices.
and i know it wont be easy..
but i can do it.
so the war to get d weight begins.
fieza, see u in 6months time.
w dat new weight and new body.ahem.