Tuesday, January 20, 2009

the war begins.

i have a weight issues.
berperang dgn berat badan yg maha berat.
and im fighting over it i think more than 4 yrs now.
i hate being fat/chubby/overweight.
i dislike the feeling when there's no size for me to wear.
i dont like the word GEMOK.
the word itself is ugly.

i know some people might say its ok to be this way.
yg penting ati mok bait.
tapi lately i have health probs.
i became soooo tired when walking up the stairs.
mengah ok..
n then lutut pun cam ngilu2.
x sokaaa.sakitt laa..

then i realized, im only 25 but i dont enjoy myself.
i m not happy w myself sometimes.
i HATE my fat body.
i hate it when i cant wear my fav jeans.
i hate it sooo much when i cant wear my kebaya beautifully.
i hate it when i cant buy d la senza lingeries.
i hate it when i need to adjust d way im taking pics to make me look slimmer.
but i am not slim at all.
its kinda hypocrite u see.

so, i decided to make a change.
i want dat fit,slimmer version of fieza.
and it started today peeps.

how eh?

i am now looking over my food intake.
i wrote it down so i know what's been eaten.
and i'll make sure i dont over eating like before.
and i started to use uzap again.hehhe.

i may not lose 20kg in a month darling..
but i know i can lose some.
month by month.
insyaAllah before i turn 26, i'll achieve my goal.
this is not words saja ok.
and im sharing it w u cos i dont want it to be angan2 mat jenin.
bila dah share camni, rasa cam malu kalo x jadi tol x? ;P

if i want to have dat shape, i need sacrifices.
and i know it wont be easy..
but i can do it.

so the war to get d weight begins.

fieza, see u in 6months time.
w dat new weight and new body.ahem.

22 comments:

Zaene said...

we have the same enemy. lets join forces.lets join venture.

Felicia F. Ramzi said...

benar kata ktk ya za, mun ktk share dgn org nak i.e blog, ktk akan lebih determine untuk mencapai matlamat ya bah. truthfully, posting kat blog byk membantu kmk untuk gain weight. sebab bila kmk maok post, kmk akan amik gmbr berat kmk, so secara tidak langsung, kmk akan berterusan makan sak nombor kat scale ya bertambah, bangga dpt show dgn readers pencapaian..skrg kmk dah nak 44kg, sik perlulah result indo mee segera, slow2. kmk pun dah masuk 3bulan berusaha..u can do it, good luck!

daria.lala said...

finally. yeah :)

mula2 kmk.
den lynn.

duak2 alhamdulillah nampak hasel.
its your turn za

best of luck!

Audio said...

Ya lah kitak.. Even lam entry pun malaa jak ngeso gi makan. Ndak alah2 makan nok sedap2 jak. perlu ingat, makanan sedap biasanya high kolesterol ehek. Aaa anyway, wish u luck! ehek

n i e z a said...

bak kata aizat af yg dh trn 40kg,"where there's a will,there's a way."im glad u've found that way.sama2 la kita slim time bday ke26.pat shopping puas2 kat kl nak o..:)

shnrianna said...

chaiyo chaiyo fiza, u can do it!!!

f.i.e.z.a said...

zaene,

jom.sama2 la kita menentang musuh utama.hehe

f.i.e.z.a said...

felicia,

yala tek.mun kmk keep it w me sorang, x ke cnei determination ya.kmk tauk x senang mok kurus cam marek tp mek ngga oon dah slim mok juak kmk nak.kmk ritok stat jg mkn gik bergegar rasa.lom biasa.salu mek koat mkn x ingat eh.ngenang baju byk dah xmuat ya mek alu koat ati tok.bj kurong pun byk x muat lynn.bygkan jak.huhu
thanx for d wish btw!

f.i.e.z.a said...

daria,

thanx dearie!
tgh berusaha tok.ktk dapat, kmk mesti dapat juak.
pas slim alu dapat cinta sejati tek nak.yerseh.

f.i.e.z.a said...

audio,

ada mggu2 lepas ya kmk stret 7 ari mkn d luar semua nyaman2.kakya badan mek mula la molah hal..mek asa kolesterol nait.mek dah ngupok mkn oat dah kinek.takot.
slim bkn mok kacak ajak.mok sehat paling pnting. :)
maka, akan kurang la post mkn jak2.insap lok.

f.i.e.z.a said...

nieza,

yalah za.si aizat yg gemok bagei apa gik dapat nak.dah la bila nya kurus alu bagus rupa x cam nya gemok marek.menais jak upa.
camya juak kmk eh.nak kacak k baju nak.kmk juak suk.
shopping baju ya harus.masa gemok gik cam apa berbeli dek2 dah slim.
haruuuuusss!!!

f.i.e.z.a said...

shnrianna,

thanx kak sue.caiyok2!
mek mok dak telekom gempar ngga mek dah kurus.cant wait!
lom papa dah imejin ho.tp yalah ultimate goal. :)

khairul onggon said...

wahh.. smoga ktk berjaya.. ktk bole molah insyaAllah.. lepas tok kuranglah gambar2 ktk mkn2 semua ya eheks...

DiDa said...

Hai sis....such an interesting post u got here...i was overweight before...like 3 years ago...sgt gemok hokay mcm belon nak pecah..seriously! but i started to lose weight bit by bit...if people tgk i skang mesti x caye i penah gemoks...i know how it feels to be in the situation..I believe dat u can achieve ur ultimate weight goal..juz determine, discipline & move your body hehe. good luck sis! x sabar nak tgk ur new appearance! hehe chaiyokkk i'm here to support n share any tips! good luck!

ai said...

aku x nampak pon di mana lemak kau. but, anyway...gud luck sis!! hihi ;P

::suenas05:: said...

fieza boleh!! berusaha lah! kmk pun nak ngurang bert bdn za. mek ingat nk start dgn berjoging di pustaka ptg2.

~LIZA~ said...

sama la kita fieza, i pun tulis apa yg i mkn.. breakfast sampai dinner.. at least dengan cara tu, bole la control sikit kan..

f.i.e.z.a said...

khairul,

thanx!
aok insyaAllah.ya mesti usaha.jgn ckp ajak nak.kmk tauk mek mesti dapat bah.
gmbar2 mkn maybe kurangla.nei pat berkaol cam marek gik.dah insap.hahha

f.i.e.z.a said...

dida dearie,

determine, discipline n move d body.hoo yeahhh!dats d motto.hehhe..
thanx a lot sis for ur words. :)

f.i.e.z.a said...

sis ai,

hopefully now sis dah tgk how big i am.hehhe

f.i.e.z.a said...

suenas,

harus oii..kita gik mudak rugi x slim.heheh
sama2 la kita mendapatkan body hebat. ;P

f.i.e.z.a said...

liza,

betol tu.so dat taula brp byk food intake kan..
just eat healthily jek.yg minyak2 letak tepi.