minggu yg sedeh

my weekends yg bosan.

keja
keja
keja

muka bosan keja weekends

blk umah pun dah kol 630ptg.
sampai umah online sampai pengsan.
tgk tv pun nothing yg interesting.
hbo, cinemax..
E news sampai dah hapal dah.
who's who on red carpet golden globes award.

haih sungguh la boring.
sib baik kol 9 kuwa jap w nieza g isi minyak.
the teringin nak ice cream mc d, sampai sana xde plak.
dah abis.
ho ho sungguh sadis!
then ada roadblock masa nak blk..
jaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm...
haih whats wrong w the day!

so korner balik umah guna tol.
sigh..

then hari ahad plak.
pun keja jugak
same shift.

n to make this day sangat sedeh, i need to accept the fact dat encik kumbang is taken!

pic hiasan hasil googling..
frm this page.

actually dari duluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu dah tau en kumbang ni taken but i still i like him to bits.
paham tak perasaan bila dah suka tu ko cam tak kesah dah.
ha camtu laaa aku rasa..
cam alaaaaaaaaaaa dia bknnya laki org.<--cam sial kan statement ni.tp itulah aku yg ikut hati dan perasaan.
so x salahkan if nak kawan.[dlm hati kalo jd lebih dari kwn ni sujud syukurrrrrrrr]

bila dah lama2 kenal siap g mkn, tgk wyg n such kan, perasaan pun of kos makin tebal menggebu.
i know i know its like guilty pleasure ok..
sakit mkn dlm punya.
senyum jek kat luar tp dlm hati siapa tauuuuuuu kan.
aku tau dia dah ada yg punya.
aku tau..
tau dia dok smbang w gf, msg here n there
aku jek buat2 tak tau sbb suka punya pasal.

so today God gives me a sign
a sign dat biarla aku sorang jek yg tau.
a sign dat gives me d message to just back off.
back off frm pursuing something dat might hurting someone's feelings..
n my feelings too of course.

he's someone else's
he's happy wif what he has now
he is proud of her.
n i know the feeling is mutual between them

who am i to tear them apart?
i cant do dat.
n i never will.

goodbye en kumbang yg specky
i adore u so much n just seeing u frm a far is just enuff to make me smile.
she's lucky to have u.
im just late.
too late knowing u.

now nak rehat dlu dari suka sapa2.
sbb hati masih pedih.
jera
lara
derita

:'(