i miss his presence..

i was looking at my pics albums at my friendster's acc.
and i stumbled at this photo.

ghani[d driver] me, juzz n jijie[d one w sunnies]
this pic taken at 2006 n we were heading to palm beach, sematan..
we were convoying w other frens as well and there we were..
looking so hepi n ...healthy..

d good old days

just so u know, jijie is my very good friend.
we always hang out together, lepak mcd, tgk wyg, g mkn2, sembang2 semua la..
but things have changed a lot.

at first, he was diagnosed w cancer; 2 yrs back.
after few chemos, his condition getting better and im so glad w his good response..

but last month..

he had a stroke and now he has lost his ability to walk..and talk.
he got brain damaged as well so now he doesnt has much memories w him..anymore..

its is sad to see jijie at dat hard situation, at a very young age.
he's now no longer working..
its so painful to accept the truth dat he'll never be able to walk again.
in fact, he couldnt join us to KK last month bcos of his weak condition..
he supposed to go cos he already bought the ticket ealier in march..
=(

Gosh, im crying while im typing this cos i miss his presence during all the gatherings, outings..

i miss to talk to him like we used to..
i miss the way he makes jokes around us n his laugh too..
i miss to send him home after watching movies..
i miss him as my good friend.
yes, i miss him a lot..

i know its hard for everyone of us[his friends] to accept but we should never loose hopes..

i m now trying to visit him regularly..
giving supports is the least dat i can do..
and yesterday he looked good but he lost so much weight..

to jijie, be strong ok..
i know u can get through this..

setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya..