al fatihah Nek Yah

al fatihah

my beloved grandmother, Allahyarham Hajah Dayang Khamsiah bt Abg Hj Gapor has passed away this morning
it was a truly sad morning
very sad

my nenek tu mmg dudok sekali ngan my mum kat sini
my mum yg jaga
kalau siang kak ani, the maid akan jaga dia
oh my still rasa tak caya nek yah dah takde
for the past one week dia batuk
nafas pun turun naik
but i didnt expected that she'll passed this early
salunya batuk sikit pun akan baik
tapi dah ketentuan Ilahi, my nek yah pegi jua

teringat kalau i salam nek yah nak g keja kan, dia akan tanya "kau nak g mana tu?"
keja nek-me jawab
ok jangan balik lambat tauuu- she pesan me always

and penah i sembang2 then i salam
she said "mudahan kau cepat bertunang!"
hehe i just laughed n prayed that one day i would and she could witness the whole occasion
but she didnt make it
sorry nek
i couldnt find anyone yet who would suit me well till he proposed
so sad
when the day would come, i will always remember what u always said

tadi her face sangat tenang
macam tak percaya nenek dah takde
rasa cam dia akan selalu ada even nek yah dah 92 tahun

oklah.
i cant type more as the tears are flowing down my cheeks i cant help it
i miss her already :(

so to my muslim readers sedekahkan al fatihah to my dearest nenek k
and i pray Jannah is the place she'll finally be

al fatihah

musim kawen

congrats to fasha sandha and jejai
wahh dan dan congrats
macam kwn2 jek kawen kan
well tahniah betol2 ni sbb akhirnya jodoh milik mereka jugak
setelah dugaan macam2
siap dgn putus cinta last year kan
tu la org cakap kalau dah jodoh putus la banyak kali pun, tak ke mana

and to my fav blogger miss peej burhan yg akan akad nikah esok
harap berjalan lancar semuanya
been reading her blog since 2008 lagi
walaupun tak penah jmpa tapi sbb dah baca lama, rasa cam kenal
kan?
tahniah tahniah tahniah!

wahh sekarang ni mmg ramai yg kawen
musim kan
hehe

tadi siap bobet call kata nanti cuti gawai she'll get engaged
and i was like whaaaaaaaaatttttt????????
are u effing serious?
betol la kan dengan tak penah dengar dia kapel ngan sapa2
alih2 nak tunang
sekali rupanya trolling sahaja
sib baik la dia jaoh kat miri nun
kalo dekat mmg la nak kena sedas ngan aku
hahaa

oh wedding pics nieza belum upload lagi kat blog ni
the reason is i was busy today
semalam pun
takpe esok insyaAllah ada masa terluang sket
sbb balik keja pun kol 8 sampai umah dekat kol 830
dudok tgk tv lagi
makan lagi
sembang ngan mak lagi
cehhh byk betol alasan kau
macam org kesah

oklah i nak tido
pagi tadi terbabas bangun kol 942am okkk
sib baik keja kol 1030
but still rasa macam jln tak cecah lantai je
mmg kelam kabut!

next time jgn la tekan dismiss
tekan la snooze!
hahaha

til next update
wil blog about nieza's bigday
insyaAllah

till then
love.fieza zaza

majlis akad nikah nieza and azlan

nieza dah selamat menjadi puan hehe
baru nak update kan
maafkan saya ye reader
keantonan yg melampau2
tauk sik reti anton?
sik tauk dah.
diam2 sudah ;P

majlis akad nikah was last saturday
lepas zuhur
i was so happy sbb dah fully recovered dari demam
alhamdulilah ya Allah sbb mengizinkan hambaMu ini utk menghadiri majlis paling bermakna dlm hidup kwn baik saya :)

me and juzz dtg g bridal awl sket
sbb nak tengok pengantin d mekapkan
yela pengalaman macam ni sekali seumur hidup je kan
harusla semangat temankan :)

 juzz and me :)

 pic taken by juzz.

love this pic hehe

takde pakai korset ok

berat dah trun 3kg masa ni wahaha

masa otw dari bridal to umah nieza, ada accident berlaku

cerita nya camni-

nieza, her sis ina n andika were left at the bridal

sbb me and juzz kena fetched up family nieza kat homestay

nak amik n bawak g umah nieza

sbb kereta sewa yg abg nieza sewa tu rosak

so me drive my own car g homestay amik dlm 4 org camtu

then juzz drive keta nieza amik lagi 3 ke 4 org camtu

we both anta ke rumah nieza

while me lepas anta fam nieza kat umah dia, singgah plak amik kueh

kat area my house

order for mkn2 sekali lepas akad nanti

so i takyah la g bridal sbb juzz yg akan bawak penganten g umah

lepas amik kueh, i terus ke rumah nieza

so i was like eh lamanya dorang ni

bila sampai2 terus i was told dat they have met an accident

yg paling kesian was juzz la sbb dia yg drive keta nieza

mmg nervous gila dia

juzz terlanggar org bawak motosikal which resulted kat bumper belah depan kanan

agak terok jugak la but everyone was safe

thats all that matters masa tu

juzz kept saying sorry nieza sorry

otedah buah hati benda dah nak jadi kan

yg paling penting pengantin selamat

alhamdulilah

and to date, semua dah settled termasukla pakcik yg naik motosikal tu

semua dah byr gantirugi

and bila dah jadi macam ni kan semua pun tak keruan

dgn camera i lak boleh abis batt

haishhh

so i update mana yg smpat je

the beautiful bride.

i was the one yg temankan nieza turun ke tingkat bawah

nervous jugak hokeyyyy haha

sbb ramai dah org masa ni

dais yg simple tp cukup elegant

sebelum d ijabkabulkan

semasa akad

bila pengantin lelaki dah selamat melafazkan akad, i was all teary

sebak wooohhhh

i just dunno why

am too happy for her

bkn sedeh ok

takkan nak sedeh2 plak kan org kawen

hehe

kucupan pertama

aiseh!

glowing with joy :)

alhamdulilah semua dah selamat 

despite all the hiccups here and there

dengan eksiden semua kan

tapi tu la i boleh lupa nak amik pics geng ramai2 kat pelamin

maybe sbb still in shock kan

sbb i part2 gambar ni mana penah sikit2 je

mesti nak meriah2

but its ok

yang paling penting is the akad went beautifully

makan pun sedap

hehe

to nieza and azlan, congrats again

may God blessed your marriage always

and soon will be completed with cute babies :)

the couple are currently in phuket honeymooning

hehe

oklah part wedding will be updated soon

till next entry

love love love :)

of baju kurung and si dia yg hitam.ohhhhh

hye readers!

last entry tu selasa eh?
pehh lama jugak rupanya tak update
well i was really sick last few days
lepas kena attack dat day, rabu mmg tak g keja
mmg rest sepanjang hari

khamis plak mmg offday
alhamdulilah
demam mula kebah and tonsil pun dah kurang bengkaknya
mkn pun dah mula selera

alhamdulilah mmg happy
selepas 5hari demam akhirnya sihat jugak
mmg bersyukur sangat2 Allah sembuhkan penyakit
:)

so sbb dah sihat i kuwa la today
nak cita hal jumaat walaupun hakikatnya dah sabtu dah ni
sbb dah past midnite masa update ni kan

i went to city tailor to pick up another kurung for my bff's wedding reception
yg hari tu for akad esok
semangat buat baju baru kan?
hehhee
i kalo kwn2 kawen adalah wajib buat baju baru
mmg dari taun juzz ke wedding sue sampaila nieza
nanti seru bobet plak kawen, wajibbb buat lagi sepasang
:)
kalo seru i plak kawen yg tu lagiiii lah wajib buat baju baru. eh.
;P

here's my kurung sulam

its silver kurung with sulam yg ikut corak kain
baju plain silver, kain tu bunga2
simple je la tapi i sukaaaa sangat sulam dia
mmg marvelous!
kemas sangat jahitan

then later tu went to lunch with mak n fatin
jln2 la ke parkson
and i tried this pair of platform heels i saw at bonia
once i tried it on, i just cant let it off my feet!
like seriously!
hahhahaaa

too prettyyyyyyy i just cant let it go!

its like telling me to bring it home asap

and yes, i brought the pair home with me

:)

but of course ive to pay for it first

hahhaa

lets just say raya is coming early this year for me?

hahah saja nak sedapkan hati kan? ;P

this is my first heels for d year
im not a high heels person anyway
i prefer to wear my fitflop to anywhere i go
including to the office fyi
and im more to wedges
but this one is just an exception
;)
sekali sekala kannnn

oh i need my sleep now
esok akad nikah nieza lepas zohor
oh my dearest bff is getting married u allllll!
i still cant believe this is really happening!
happy betol :D

early tomorrow morning i'll send my lil bro to d airport
for his flight to terengganu at 6am
me n mum just wanna take the chance to get a mcD breakfast
ngehhngehhh

oklah nak bgn kol 430 PAGI esok ni
pehhhhh
oh demi mcD breakfast
sanggup!

oklah
nanite folks!
xoxo

lagi sekali :(

sadly im not going to work tomorrow
because ive been given an MC
went to normah medical specialist hospital earlier
sbb balik keja kol 8 sampai rumah terus terketar2
telan activast but somehow the temp tak turun2

so my mum yg super risau bwk g normah cepat2
sib baik la dekat jek ngan rumah

bila doc cek kali ni rupanya tonsil bengkak
mmg pun sakit tekak tp tak sangka la tonsil
apalah nasib
mmg today susah gila nak menelan esp kalo minum air
kan i demam kan kena minum air byk
tp sebab tonsil ni minum tu jd sangat menyeksakan

and bila i keja today aircond kat opis sangat sejok
yelah tau tak sihat lagi nak jugak g opis
i feel better la pagi tadi kan
tak sangka la petang2 tu temp naik balik

so doc gave me mc esok
rehat la puas2 kat umah
kurangkan bercakap sbb tonsil tak baik lagi

so oklah thats all for today
nak update with gambar tp tak berkemampuan lagi
doakan me baik cepat2 k

take care u all

di hari kejadian

alhamdulilah i dah sihat sket
so nak update la on d day before i demam tu

sabtu tu i kuwa awal pagi
kol 830 nieza dah sampai fetched me up
sbb nak g city tailor amik baju
for this coming weekends!
hehehe

lama dah tak kuwa ngan nieza ok
excited gila! :)

excited nak muka amek? ;

city tailor ni kat batu 7

so pakai jalan lalu kat airport tu

sekali nieza kata nak singgah breakfast

ohhhh sukaaaaaaaaa!

:D

dah la salu kuar iklan mcD bekpes tu kan

lama dah teringin!

 berseri sik muka nieza?

3days more to go! :)

sampai kat city tailor carik my baju

tengok siap ke tak

siap dah!

 here's a teaser

nak pakai this saturday

insyaAllah 

love the beadings

tak penah lagi tak puas hati buat baju kat cni

harga pun ok

another baju kurung moden belom siap lagi

amik this khamis or jumaat la masa offdays karang

yg tu i wat sulam jek

lepas amik baju terus cepat2 balik

sbb janji ngan mak plak nak g tpt yg sama

 beautiful colors handbag 

before gi city tailor semula, my mum ajak singgah zaira

butik kain terbaru kat kuching

price wise okla

and i got a new kain my mum belanja

thanx mak!

actually me, fatin n ida pakat beli kain sama 

tapi kaler je lain2

nak pakai on 1st day raya nanti :)

 fatin

 here's my kain

nampak cam silver tp lite purple sebenanya

fatin kaler lite pink

and ida with cream

kain ni i buat kurung moden je

so now nak kena cari siapa nak temankan me raya nanti

he must wear a lite purple baju melayu to match mine

hahhaa

as if!

before balik umah lepas berpanas kat luar then masok keta, full blast aircond,

we went to swee kang 

panas2 sedap la mkn abc kan

mine as usual

whitelady

tu yg demam tu kot

panas2 lepas tu mkn lak abc

balik umah terus baring kesejokan sedangkan hari panas ni

i learnt a lesson a hard way

it caused me a day MC which is im not looking forward to

kalo tak betol2 sakit i mmg taknak mc2 ni

tapi nak wat camane kan

nak bgn pun tak boleh lagi nak drive to work

so nxt time jgn kuar kalau hari panas sangat

and jgn minum ais banyak2

esok insyaAllah i gi keja cam biasa

2hari je pun pastu offdays dah

till then my readers!

xoxo!

:)

feeling slightly better

last nite was horrible
was trying to sleep
i struggled a lot
pusing kanan, pusing kiri
tgk2 jam dah kol 2
i turned on my pc, online jap
but still taknak tido

last2 bila dah kol 330am camtu i dah tak tahan
sbb temperature makin naik
i woke up my mum mintak teman g normah
cek bp, ok
cek lain2 pun ok
sib baik org tak ramai
balik dari hos, i mkn ubat batuk n panadol
then tido

kol 9 bangun, shivering
sejok dlm, panas luar
panas yg amat sangat
so gagahkan jua mkn bekpes
roti sekeping w hot tea
then mkn ubat
dlm 2 jam camtu, the temp so far dah trun
and i slightly feeling better

hopefully terus turun dan tak naik2 dah

doakan me sihat k
my bff nak kawen lagi 4days
i cant miss the special day for anything in this world!

i hope i  boleh g keja esok
serious i miss to work
hahha
miss my crazy colleagues

keja 2hari then esok lusa then offdays khamis jumaat
seronok kannn mgu ni keja 2hari jekkkk
then sabtu ahad i amik leave for my bff akad nikah ceremony and reception
gonna update again tonite

semoga kesihatan mengizinkan.
amin

fever is here -.-"

yours truly is currently having fever
demam panas
went to the clinic this morning
bangun pun terpaksa sbb badan sakit2
dah kol 1130am
tak boleh tak
kena bangun jugak

then ida teman me to the clinic
doc cek2 takde kata apa sangatla kan
got some antibiotics, ubat batok yada yada
and he gave me 1day MC for tomorrow
serious masa type ni pun badan sejok dalam tapi panas kat luar
last nite i terbangun kol 3pagi cos i was shivering
sejok amat
bangun kejap, telan panadol and letak towel kecik basah kat dahi
bangun2 pagi ni still takde progress

i mmg trauma kalau demam ni sbb salunya lama
every year mesti kena
janganla sampai semggu n kena admit ke
nauzubillah

doakan me k
kalau sihat esok i'll try my best to go to work
banyak keja tak abis lagi
risau :(

and then i demam ni kena plak weekends yg i off kan
nice!

oklah nak tido
tido ni pun pakai baju kelawar siap seluar panjang
salunya sependek2 alam baju tido
haha
sempat

oklah
bye!

of me and bobet

alhamdulilah selesai dah OT utk kali kedua bulan ni
bgn pagi td sunyi jek rumah sbb semua pun tido lagi
i sorang jek yg sibuk2 nak g opis
takpe fieza yg penting dpt habuan hujong bln hehe

currently rindu ahhh kat bobet
now dia keja kat miri dahhhh
last monday flight dia
she got a better offer there
rezeki dia kan
takkan la nak halang dia keja jaoh semata2 nak temankan me lepak mkn tgk wayang semua2 tu kan
so takpelah

since dah ada pics i update je la eh

this is our dinner masa pressie hunting for juzz's bday
rabu lepas kalo tak silap
i balik keja terus amik bobet kat umah
kelaparan, so we went to kim-bay for dins

and to my suprise rupanya dia pun pakai orange!
hahhaa sbb dalam keta dah malam tak pasan sangat kan
sekaliiiiii boleh plak sama kaler baju
ehhee

cheerful bobet

 orange-y me

actually masa nak gi makan tu i craved for sushi

tapi tak jadi lah plak

so mkn our fav dimsums n my fav steamed rice

bobet order chicken porridge tapi lupa nak snap

 lupa nama tp sedap

my fav kalo kat kimbay ni

steamed rice with chicken mushroom and salted fish

oh gosh 

nelan aek liorrrr nangga pics tok

why la dia kena dok jaoh plak

terasa gila sbb salu kuar ngan dia

tp what to do

nanti2 pun kena hadap jugak phase ni kan

and tadi masa kat ofc kompiden nak call dia sbb nak ajak tgk cita battleship

then baru cam "eh bkn bobet takde ke???" 

haha

sib baik la teringat cepat

kalo tak, kena gelak la.kompom!

sokay then

she'll be back nxt week for nieza's big day

cant wait to be with my bff again

semua sekali lah

juzz, sue, bobet and the bride that day, nieza 

InsyaAllah :)

so sapa nak temankan me tengok batleship ni?

tsk

kesukaanku

haluuuu

esok sedap la korang kan tak keja
public holiday katanya
tapi i keja.tsk
OT woooot!
bln ni ada 2days OT
masyuuuuuuukkkkkkkkk!

nak share pics je kat entry ni
semua my faveret
bkn faveret sukan
tapi faveret makan
hahha
well see the face yg montok
dont see the legs
sbb legs mmg kecik
jgn tertipu ok

belom mek slim, aida cuzzy!
belom! hahaa

ni pics amik before2 ni sebenanya
randomly
dah ada dlm folder tu share je la kat cni eh

1st pic is whitelady
from swee kang ice kacang
sapa2 readers kalo org semenanjung ke kalo dtg kch pls dtg swee kang
mmg legendary!
dari zaman my nenek2 lagi mmg dah ada dh tpt ni

rupa pun dah selera

belom rasa lagi!

2nd is satay kajang but made in kuching

dap!

kat kedai nama d'pondok

ketiga is my fav cake; choc indulgence
from secret recipe obviously
so my bday is in july
sila paham
hahaaa

last is my fav snack
lee fah mee
dari kecik lagi mkn benda alah ni
rasa tetap sama!
i like 8juta kali

sila la jamu mata
entah2 ada yg terus ke SR cuti esok ni kan
ahhaha

well enjoy your public holiday
to those yg keja macam saya: happy working!
:)

till then.xoxo

pirates nite.ahoyyyy!

dah lebih seminggu baru nak update pasal the company's annual dinner
takpela kan janji ada
as kenangan

it was held on 1st april at penview hotel
and the theme was pirates nite
so i was thinking what should i wear?
tak sukaaaaaa la theme2 bagai ni kan
emmm
nak beli baju baru semata2 kalo nak pakai sekali je mmg takla

so i belasah je pakai jeans w mng's top puteh n selendang biru
and rantai mutiara
ada la jugak elemen2 laut d situ haha
nak jugekkkk kan ;P

the simple pirate katanya.baiknyaaalah rupa

kalo ni la rupa pirate takdenya kuar dari kapal ahaha

ada kwn ckp "ha kau tgk ni contoh pirate muslimah"

hahhaa sabar je la

i was working that day so mmg siap semua benda pun kat ofis

and i takdela nak mekap luar ke ape kan sbb tak sempat

and masa nak abis shift, my colleague; angie siap tanya:

"kitak sik mekap ka? mok mek mekap sik?"

"boleh juak so brp ktk caj?"

"ehhhh sikda mek caj eh.FOC!"

wah dengar foc laju je kau kan fieza

hahaha

actually i nak mekap simple2 je

bkn tak reti kan

tp kalau dah ada yg volunteer tu takkan nak menolak 

sukaaa! :D

and it turned out so lovely hehe

makseh angie

mun ktk maca la blog kmk nak :)

 me and ezah yg pantang nampak cermin

hehe

 this is my tablemates

cella n yen mmg geng keras d ofc so kena dudok same 

ezah not in d pic sbb masa ni dia tak sampai lagi 

 nampak tak ada jack sparrow d situ?

hahahahaa

the dinner combined all the departments we have

tp department aku la yg paling havoc sekali

i didnt know that they will be this sporting

with all the hats, siap pakai rambut wig segala

pehhhh mmg sporting habis

aku sorang je kot yg simple

hahahaa

 bang denan n kak zue

 another shot

this man kat opis sangatla pendiam okkkk

dudok tak jaoh n kat opis pakai spek

santun betol

sekali kauuuuuuuuuu siap rambut panjang!

at 1st i didnt realize who he was

hahahhaa

 pirates gaok!

mek takut!

 me with shahril

cool outfit.kan?

kalo dah dinner apa lagi agendanya kalo bkn ucapan2 di awal majlis
lepas tu karaoke contest n lucky draws
masa karaoke tu kan bila peserta from my department jek yg nyanyi semuaaa pakat g depan stage siap ada banner kauuuu
gila kentang dorang ni semangat
eh ai pun ikut sama sebenanya
gambar je takde as bukti heheh
seronok wehhh!

pic taken by ezah's nikon
:)

dlm kol 9 camtu la baru makan
lapaunyewwww

 bukti semua kelaparan 

the buffet spread adalah sedap semuanya

alhamdulilah 

ada mihun, nasik goreng, lemon chicken, fish fillet, mixed vege

byk lagila cant recall 

then lepas mkn ada game

semua meja kena amik bahagian

dorang(committee) bagi kertas yg tulis bahan2 yg kena kumpulkan dan letak kat stage

so kena cepat2 ok

bahan2 tu macam pic ic size, lipstick, stoking, macam2 la

korang penah main tak?

mmg fun hahhaa

 look at their faces!

 sampai tumpah air pun tak sedar!

and we were one of the team yg menang that nite

dapat goodie bag full of food

we like!

seronok! :D

walaupun my number tak menang pun but i had lotsa fun!

salu keja keja keja je kan

bila annual dinner yg sekali setahun ni kena enjoy!

ok dah abis cita hehe

till next entry orait

xoxo!

birthday dinner for juzz :)

hye dear readers!

im back and hopefully i can update cam biasa
ceh ceh salu jak madah gya tapi sikkk juak
ok lah i'll try my best to update

so kesahnya last friday nite
me and my bffs went to celebrate juzz's belated bday
at our fav place, The Junk :)
on monday i dah g reserved table sbb kalo tak mmg fullhouse
selalunya lah

juzz's bday actually on 3rd april
but she was in singapore so takpelah kan
belated takpe janji kita mkn together

since i balik keja pun 630pm and nak siap lagi kan
so juzz fetched nieza and bobet
and i g sorang
ingatkan i la yg lambat
i plak yg dtg dlu
but sokay sbb dah ada table pun kan
too bad sue cant join us that nite sbb kena g kanowit

sbb dah dtg dlu i snap2 la

lampu2 antik

the cute bday cake

tak lama lepas tu dorang pun sampai

bila last we all mkn sama eh?

okkk i dah ingat

masa majlis nieza tunang tu

:)

juzz the gojes mummy and nieza the becoming bride

in less than 2weeks now!

woooottt!

bobet in poret mode

dat nite me and juzz had our ultimate fav, lamb shank for main course

bobet with organic chicken apa ntah namanya

and nieza with her salmon steak

bobet's

nieza's

mine and juzz's

our meals were so sedappp as usual

and the salmon steak was sooooooooooo sedap-gila-nak-try-nxt-time!

kat sini pun ada pasta2 and my recommendation to readers, should try their carbonara

wajib try!

lepas mkn then its cake time!

juzz taknak ada candle2 ni but still we sang the bday song!
hahhaa

happy bday again juzz!

:D

yours truly yg momok

before balik kena ada group picture sebagai kenangan

love them so much!

esok bobet dah fly to miri sebab ada keja baru kat sana
sayuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ok tsk tsk
so tinggal la i yg single ni kat kuching
T_T

mula2 sedeh la kot kan
lama2 karang mesti ok dah tak sunyi
mana tauuu akan jumpa the one dlm masa terdekat ni
kan?
;P
macam senang! hahaa

and juzz, thanx for the i <3 SG tshirt from spore
love it so much and the pen from universal studios too!
i cant wait to go there!
mudahan ada rezeki kmk raon sinun kelak :)

till next updates!
harap2 next tu takla lama sangat
;D