Tuesday, May 10, 2011

ceritera duka

its been a week since my last post
well a lot has been happening to me lately
bad and good, berganti-ganti

life is so unpredicable kan
when kita rasa kita dah buat yg terbaik, Tuhan masih belum tunaikan permintaan dan keinginan
semua impian tinggal harapan
harapan yg tdk mungkin akan kembali

when im in love, i love whole-heartedly, seikhlas hati
tanpa prejudis, tanpa adanya rasa takut andai ianya hanya sementara
sbb im being very optimistic
very very optimistic
but God knows better
ada sebab Dia tidak mengizinkan sesuatu itu berlaku mengikut kehendak
walaupun perpisahan ini terlalu menyakitkan tapi andai ini takdirNya,
siapalah aku utk menolak

its too hard for me to swallow everything in just days
but im doing well so far
whatever it is, life must go on
no matter how hard it is

i wont be deleting any post abt me and him
i just let it be as my memories
he's been kind to me but things just didnt work out between us two
tiada jodoh nampaknya antara kami

tiada dendam, tiada iri dan tiada benci
aku relakan semua ini

aku doakan agar ditemui akan kebahagiaan dlm perpisahan ini
insyaAllah

doakan hati ini kuat utk kembali menyayangi dan disayangi

10 comments:

AmirFX said...

Kenak ngn ktk? Sedih juak post ktk kali tok.. Nway, be cool..

Lois Lane said...

Sweetie,

At least you dared to give love and someone a chance. That's a brave thing to do.

Sometimes things don't work out for a reason. I know it's a cliche but it is so damn true. It would be better to be alone for now and end up later with a person who loves you for who you are, than to be in a relationship now with someone who doesn't.

God has better plans for you, babe. Keep the faith. *hugs*

f.i.e.z.a said...

amir:

as stated, im no longer in a rship.dah xda gik ngan org sibu ya.well ktk pun tauk ngan sapa kan.
doakan kmk k.thanx :)

f.i.e.z.a said...

leona darl:

yes, ive given all my love and heart to this relationship and it didnt work like what i wanted and dreamt of.
but like what u said,there's a reason why and i have to admit dat.wait till i see the reason ok.

thanx darl. u always knw the best words to calm me :)
xoxo

Idah said...

mari jenguk fieza yang manis....

fLo said...

bkn jodoh ktk deng...mesti ada yg lebih baik nk...be strong k...=p

Tia said...

sad.. u looked so happy in the photos with him.

anyway... be strong!

daria said...

Fieza dear,

mena kata leona. god has better plans for you. sabar ajak lah, but dont give up on love k?

Ibu Iman said...

fieza, sori to hear that..patut lain mcm jak mek nangga status fb ktk lately... mst ada hikmah di sebalik semua tok bh... boh sedey2 k...

~LIZA~ said...

*hugs*