takut

bkn takut hantu..
tapi takut nak kawen.

i read n heard so much bad things about marriage lately.
im a vivid reader of di celah celah kehidupan kat mgguan msia..
kat ctu every week kompom ada cita psal keluarga..
yg bercerai berai..pasal isteri yg dtggalkan..
kalo tggal camtu jek xpe..
but w thousands of debts included.
dgn anak lagi..
suami plak syok2 kawen baru..
mcm kes ustad rock tu..isteri kemain lawa but still..
*sigh*

haihh..
tu baru sikit..
belom baca pasal yg kena dera lagi..
fizikal n yg paling hebat mental..
saiko ok kalo dapat yg dear mental ni..

one has said to me "u'll never knew him till u get married to him.then u know his true colours"
gaggagaga..
takut seyh..

im not telling dat all men are bad ones.
tapi biasalah.
setitik nila eh camane tah peribahasa tu..semua kena..
im still hoping for the best though..
i know im not perfect jugak..
sana sini ada kekurangan..
tapi kalo jmpa yg memahami, rajin n boleh tlg jgn tahu nak makaaaann jekk then sayang kita no matter what kan best..
i know there'll be one time akan hambar, akan gado n such tapi as long as the love is there, semua boleh handle..kan?
since ramai kwn yg dah kawen, byk jugak la yg bagi tips.
lelaki ni sukaaaa kalo their wife pndai masak..
tapi me lom reti sangat masak.how?hahha..

i guess i can be a good wife soon.
insyaAllah..
eh..its not dat im getting married or what ok..
saja share w u all what i had in mind ;P

have a nice monday!