huge confession

confession.confession.

to those who's been asking where's my chenta hati,
well, im no longer w him anymore.
for all this while ive been silent about it n now i want to say it out loud.
im single u alll!!!!

i thought he's the one but sadly he's not.
im not regretting to let him go cos honestly im not really dat happy being w him..
i have deleted all those posts about us and his pics..
and now im happier.seriously..
i learnt a lot actually..
1stly when u think u have fallen in love, think twice..
and dont rush to be in a rship..
2nd is, observe.dont easily giving chances.
and thats my biggest mistake i should say..
i dont know him at all but i gave him d chance..
d chance dat he obviously wasted..
we had dat sparks for the 1st week..
but it fading from time to time..
i tried to understand him but yet i cant..
i want to be w him but part of me say d other way around..
the feeling has gone..

it sucks big time when i finally knew dat..
but i dont want to hurt my own feelings, my own self
im tired of the daily basis heartache...
i cant take it any longer..
so i decided to let go n move on..
he's a good guy but he's not for me..

dont ask me about him anymore..
cos i dont know and i dont want to know.

im leaving u my dear..
and will never return..

i have a speak-my-mind song

hush hush by pussycat dolls..
here it is..u can listen here