Monday, August 31, 2009

berbuka d KR

hari ini kan me keja..
OT beb..sapa nak bagi double pay kan..
bkan salu..

shift plak sampai kol 630ptg..
abis keja n nieza terus g the spring.
me dari ari tu tingin nak mkn kat kenny rogers..
terbayang2 ayam panggang ngan macaroni n cheese dia.fuhhh..
hari ni, sampai jugak hasrat hati nk mkn.. :)

sampai2 jek org lain semua dah baca doa bukak posa..
sdgkan me n nieza baru jek order mkn.huhu..
in 5mins sampai la air dlu..
cepat jek minum kata hauskan.hehe
i had mango juice and nieza minum orange juice..

i m soooo brownies.haha

peneman setia.ngeh ngeh..

sebenanya kan, me n nieza planned nak ajak other besties bukak posa sama..
cam korang x kenal kan our besties tu sapa..
x lain dan x bukan: juzz, bobet n sue..
dah ingat nak book table kat the banquet for buffet..
sekali tgk sorang pun x free..
tinggal la 2 org dara pingitan ni yg xde komitmen ngan sapa2 pon..hhaa
xkan nak mkn buffet berdua jek?
kesiaaannn tawwww..

so we reschedule balik nak g bukak sama..
maybe nxt saturday ye..
kalo x jd lagi xnak geng!

w her meal..


mine.quarter chic w mac n cheese, mashed potato and garden salad.
xyah ckp la sedap ke tak kan..sbb mmg sedaaap sangat.hehe

sajian d akhiri dgn dessert; muffin yg makin kecik plak aku tgk..

pas mkn jln2 lagi..
i bought baby stuffs for my friend's daughter..
kebetulan anakku tgh sale gila2 soo mmg murah je baju2 baby..
nieza pun murah hati nak belikan cutesy socks for her.
thanx a bunch darl!

x lama pastu we all balik dah..
tp sempat beli big apple donuts sorang satu..
hehe..

itu saja cerita saya utk hari ini..
daaaaaaaaa

1st buka posa kat luar

saturday-29th aug

after a week posa baru laaa ada masa nak bukak kat luar.
bukak posa la.hehe..
kebetulan ahmoi chantek pun ada kat kch, so ramai2 la we all gather.
yg join dat day:

nieza n me.
muka wajib ;P

anne and lynn[ahmoi]

khay n her sis

we all ni semua satu kelas dlu dari form 4 sampai 5.
betanian rules eh?hehe

bukak posa kat food court the spring jek..
mmg ramai gila la org dat day..
sib baik me adalaa beli kueh sket for mkn2 b4 the mkn besa.
aiseh mntang dah gaji..

tekak dat day cam gatal nak mkn ala2 jepon gitu..
so i had this..

salmon set.sedaaap terhebat!

nieza plak order yg ni..
unagi ape ntah.nieza ni kan, apa2 bnda ngan unagi smua dia suka.hehe

pas mkn2, lepak2 we all went part ways..
ada yg nak shopping la, ada yg nak g tgk mbo kat 2nd floor la..
last2 jmpa lagi for minum2 kat secret recipe b4 balik umah..

me w my fav drink.

mkn lagi!

wpun x beli apa2 pun kat spring tp hati manyak hepi..
wanna know why?
cos i got 2nd salary increment n some tunggakan gaji dari jan-august..
sungguh hepi bila view my balance in my saving acc masa gaji dat saturday.
hahha..
bling bling d situ!
xde la banyak nau but still ada la extra cash kan..
alhamdulilah..
syukur byk2..
x sia2 keja ujong mggu, sabar w all the customers behaviours n whatnot.
*grin*

looking forward to another increments, bonuses n all! =)

btw, selamat hari merdeka to all.
as for me i'll be working and its OT.
OT means money people!
hehe..

k la.nytie nyte!


Saturday, August 29, 2009

hari yg agak letih

puasa hari ke 7 dah kan?
kejaaaaap jek kan..
lagi 3 mggu raya wooooooooooooo..
hahha..

well today mmg seksa nak tggu balik.
i dont know why tho.
tekak rasa kering semacam.
sekering gurun sahara gitu..
dah la calls menggila lak byk nyaaa..
kadang x sempat nak tarik napas, dah masok nxt call.

muka fresh lagi ni.hahha..nxt tym amik pics muka stok lunyai lak k.

dlm kol 330 camtu me n gang g bazaar ramadhan kat satok jap...
antara yg dbeli adalah:-

nasik dagang lauk ayam
bubuk lambuk daging
kueh seri muka
kueh talam berlauk

then blk opis lagi sambong keja sampai abis shift.
penaaattt yarabii today okk.
dlm kol 5 tu dah tersadar kat kosi kepenatan. :'(
kol 630 gitu drive blk umah.
sampai2 jek org dah azan..

rezeki utk hari ini..

sedap minum sejokkkk2


nasik dagang adalah sedaaaapp bangat..
makan ngan kari tongkol, perghhhh mmg x toleh kiri kanan la!
bubur tu x sempat mkn pown.dah kenyang..
simpan utk sahur jek.

esok dah 29hb.mintak2 gaji dah masok.
=)

k la peeps.dah kol 1235am ni.
need to get my beauty sleep now.
gd nite my sayangssss..

xoxo

Friday, August 28, 2009

kueh faveret d bln posa

my streamyx dah okk dahh..
suka suka suka!
blk keja kol 630 ptg td terus masok blik bukak facebook..
hehe..
pas tggal status baru masok dapo..
mak tgh masak kari..
x smpat nak blaja ye kwn2..
hari ni jd tukang gaul je la.. ;P

tgk kat atas meja ada kueh faveret.
kueh tongkol nama dia..
ada org panggil kueh handbag..
xtau la kat semenanjung ada tak..


rasa dia lemak2 gitu then ada kuah manis..
perghh sedap seh..
kueh ni my mum salu order kat opis.
kalo beli kat gerai2 tak tau sedap ke tak kan..
so dah tau mana sedap my mum siap beli jek..
kompom nyamaaaan kata org sitok.

oppss now dah kol 130pg..
tapi mata tak ngantok pown..
haih..
n melayan lagi chat kat fb mmg khayal.hehe..
so layankan saja my pics ye..
pics ni snap masa last week b4 tgk cita UP..
cita UP tu sangat comel.kiut.funny some more.
wajib tgk!

w my niece yg gedix:fatin:


saja nak tunjok pakai baju baru sebenanya..hahha..*ngegeh ada statement lok.sapa ngaja tok?*
suka the color on me.
purple.
apa2 purple pown me sukaaaa teramat..

k la peeps.
apa benda kaitan kaler baju ngan tajuk n3 pun aku taktau.haha
esok nak bgn sahur lagi ni.
tambah plak skang ni ujan.
fuhh layan sungguh nak tdo ni..

nite peeps!
muah muah!

p/s: whats ur faveret kueh plak?jom share kat komen :)

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

my ugly truth. ;P

owh hari ini penuh drama..
haru biru..hehhe..
belum cita pun me dah tersengih2 ni..

begini kesahnya..

since today my offday so blh la tlg my mum nak masak ptg karang..
my mum blk kol 5 so me siap2 dah potong bwg, kentang n bersihkan ayam..
plannya nak masak ayam kari..
dont tell me how to cook cos im not the one who's cooking ok..
my mum nak masak.
me tak reti masak.aaahhh malu nak ngaku tp what the heck.
at least im honest kan.chewaaahhh..

my brother pun g amik mak kol 5camtu..
tunggu punya tunggu..dah kol 530..still mak x sampai2..
ujan plak lebat n tetiba black out!
amik torchlight and lilin then okla blh la nmpak sket..

then my hp bunyik.
it was my mum..

"fieza, mak sikpat plg kinek.account mak sik balance tok"
[fieza, mak tak dpt blk sekarang..acc mak x balance.]

"kakya camnei la mak?"
[abistu, camana la ni mak?]

"pndei2 la tak org masak apa, goreng manok ka apa ka.mak nang xpat plg tok"
[pndai2 la korang.masak ayam ke, apa ke..mak mmg x blh balik ni]

"ok"
[ok takyah translate eh.. ;P]

by the time letak fon tu jam dah kol 6pm..
lagi 40mins camtu nak bukak posa..
huhuuuuuuuuuuu nak masakk apa ni?
aku tgk ida, ida tgk aku.
dua2 pun x reti masak..

pk punya pk mek terus masok dapor then amik ayam..
letak kunyit n garam n goreng..
dlm gelap ni okkkkk..
ida tukang pegang torchlight..mmg funny masa ni..
sempat goreng some nuggets jugak..

pastu me teringin nak wat sup..
siap kol juzz camana nak wat sup telo.
hahah betol me x reti msak to the extend masak sup pun tanya org.
gelak laaa..huhu..
pas tanya sket2 me mula la masak..
ida ngan fatin siap ckp

"biar bena kitak fieza..masakkkk ehh!!terkejut dapo oii!!"

pastu bantai gelak.
*&^**&#&&^)%$# betol!!

nak marah pun x boleh sbb mmg betolkan..
hahha..

in 10mins siap la sup telo versi fiezapurple..
hhaha.xde la susah sangat rupanya..
rasa plak tak tau camana sbb posa kan..
bila dah kol 649 tiba la masa yg dinanti2..
nak rasa sup teloku ituu..
and alhamdulilah it tasted good.hehhe..
tak lama lepas tu my mum pun balik..
n me siap bgtau dgn penuh rasa bangga yg tdi masak SUP TELUR N AYAM GORENG tawwww..
hahha..my mum pun cam x pecaya.. ;P

pheewwww..mmg susah kalo x reti masak kan
sedeh ngan diri sendiri..
kena blaja lagi ni..
sib baik ada ayam tadi..
maunyaaa ada udang ke sotong ke td howww?
ish x boleh bayangkan..

i think its my wakeup call.
from now on, i MESTI BLAJA MASAK!!
x kira la masak apa pun yg penting reti la jugak..

pompuan setinggi mana blaja pun x lengkap kalo x reti masak..
tol tak?
hehe..

k la dats all for now.
*segan*

my puasa so far

hye all..

i miss blogging a lot lately..
bila dah x boleh online kat umah, i do things like watching dvds and tv a lot to kill the tym.
i did a repor on my streamyx n now tggu nak ok jek lagik.
i m now using nieza's laptop n broadband to surfing..
haih rindu okkk nak memfacebook..
layan komen, layan inbox..mcm2 la mmg mengkhayalkan..
tu tak campo lagi ngan games n everything..
tapi kena jaga2 jugak berfacebook ni.my bigboss pun my fren tau.
kenalaaa jaga tata susila.haha

so far my puasa setakat hari ke 5 ni ok jugakla..
i take spirulina as my daily supplement and alhamdulilah xde la lapa sangat..
hari2 i'll take about 10 tablets..
seyesly i feel better each day..
perut xde la lapa gila2 just lite2 gitu..
kalo tak, gassy jek perut ni..

setakat ni dah 2 mlm g teraweh ngan nieza..
dekat surau perumahan ni jek..
sib baik umah nieza pun dekat..boleh lepak2 lagi pas teraweh.
cam last nite we went to raja ayam penyet..me x mkn..nieza jek yg teringin..

blk umah last nite layan cita sepi sampai kol 1pg.
sib baik offday hari ni,hehe..

offday ni i just lazing around..tgk tv bla bla..
ingat nak g wat baju kurong lagi sepasang kat tailor feveret tp cam malassss sangat2..
umah dekat jek tp cam haih lepak kat umah lagi best.
lagipun dah ada 3 pasang pown ckup dah kot..
kalo ada rezeki lebih, beli jek la sepasang kat mana2 butik tu kan..
senang..

me kat opis skang jual biskut raya u all..
bkn me yg buat..me just agent dilantik jek..
haha xdelaa.yg buat tu kwn my mum..dah 8 thn dah we all tolong dia meniaga..
so sape2 yg interested nak beli tu u can just leave a comment here..
almond london pun ada.RM35 jek for 100pces..sedap gila!

oklah u all.me nak sambong tgk tv la..
mlm nanti pas teraweh me n nieza nak g tgk i love u beth cooper plak kat star cneplex..
btw, ada sapa2 penah g mbo kat spring tak?

so long then.me nak rehat2 dulu..
take care orait.daaa

Monday, August 24, 2009

dugaan lagi//

selamat pagi semuaaa..

i m now at my ofc tggu shift start kol 930am..
y no update yesterday?
owh sbb streamyx saya sangat2 mencabar keimanan insan berpuasa..
asyik x stabil jek lampu dsl tuh..
sampai pagi ni pun xleh online.sakit hati ok..
dugaan namanya..mmg nak kena maki hamun la org streamyx ni..
tp x boleh kan so sabar je laa.
kalo ptg ni pun still the same then i'll make a call la..
n ckp elok2..hihi..

and dugaan lagi satu, i got ulser u alll!!
owh sungguh hebat bukan?
ulser ni kat gusi belah kiri..
so bila mkn tu emmmmm sangat la seksa..
dlm seksa2 tu 2 pinggan jugak aku bedal.haha
semlm mkn adalah sedapp.. ;P
ada sup daging, ayam merah, kueh mcm2, cendol, lemang...owhh syiokkk!

i got pics to share so later la eh..
cam blh transfer pics plak kat opis ni..

puasa elok2 ye sayangsss..
jaga lidah, mata, hati semuaaa laa..

till later.muah muah!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

my 1st day puasa

hye dearest..

how's ur 1st puasa eh?
byk dugaan ke?
ok tak?hehe...

as for me, it was soooo mencabar keimanan ku..
i was soooo damn weak..
cam haih dah la keja kan..
masok keja kol 930pg tp kol 12 battery dah flat!
penaaaattt okkk..
my keja ni skop dia ckp ngan oraaaaanggg jek..
calls plak hari ni cecah 120..
ko bayangkan la betapa sesak nya napas aku then nak kena sabar ngan karenah mcm2..
fuhhhhhhh dugaaann!

bila in d middle of calls tu i layan novel..

novel ni best sangat2!dah half way baca..

x saba nak abiskan..
lama dah x layan novel2 ni..bknnya ada masa sangatkan..

pas abis keja me n frens singgah kat bazar ramadhan satok..
meriaaahhh nokss..
sbb org ramai la cam segan nak amik pics..
tp sempat jugak la snap apa yg patut..





me sebenanya teringggginnnn nak mkn rojak ayam.
tapi x jmpa plak..xpe la..
ended up w murtabak daging n mi goreng jek..
kueh2 malas nak beli sbb kompom kat umah byk dah dorang beli..

sampai umah, tlg mak sesket kat dapo n layan status org kat fb, komen2 sesket then terus sungkey[bukak posa]..
time sungkey xde masa nak amik pics.
semua cam kebuluran jek mkn.hahha..
juadah hari ni:-

ayam kicap
sayor ubi
mi goreng
murtabak daging
kueh
kueh
kueh lagi..

alhamdulilah selamat dah 1st day..
hopefully esok lebih tabah hadapi dugaan lapar dan dahaga..

p/s: kat mana nak carik rojak ayam sedap kat kch ni eh?

Friday, August 21, 2009

selamat berpuasa!

ramadhan tiba lagi..
rasa cam semalam jek g raya..
i mean time really flies now kan..
kejap2 nanti kang dah bz nak raya..
haih..

btw sempena bln puasa ni niat mmg nak membanyakkan ibadah, menginsafi diri dan kurangkan yg x elok dari segi percakapan la contohnya..
lidah kena jaga u all..
dah la me ni jenis yg cepat sungguh mencarut.huhu..
mintak2 dapatla betolkan balik mana2 yg x betol tu..

excited nak g teraweh esok..
dugaan bln posa ni yg paling hebat of course la masa keja..
me ni keja cakaaaaaaaaaaappp jek w customers okk.
wpun thru fon jek but still..
mintak2 la boleh menahan dugaan semua..

eh pndek cita sama2 la kita menyambut bln puasa..
bykkan doa..
doa bln ramadhan la paling mustajab..
:)

need to sleep earlier tonite.
esok nak sahur.
mak dah masak sup ayam td.nyaamm nyaaammm!

nite!

mkn pizza then tgk wyg~

rabu lepas adalah hari bz.
bz w keja..pas blk keja plak nk mkn besar me n nieza ni.
mentang la kan nak puasa harus laa amik chance nak mkn ptg2 gini..

aku ni entah apsal la tingin sangat nk mkn pizza.
lama wehh mengidam tp xde yg nak layankan.haha.
esp pizza yg stuffed crust tu walaaaaaaaa sedaaaaaap ooo..
then ajak nieza temankan dia ni ok jek..

so we went to pizza hut satok..
sempat jugak nak snap2..
ye laa lama korang tak tgk muka comel saya kan? ;P


nieza yg loyal..hehe

mkn bkn sebarang mkn we all dat day.
we ordered;
---pizza cheesy crust saiz kecik
---spaghetti carbonara
---garlic bread
---mushroom soup
---deli chicken wings

perrghhh kenyang x igt okkk..
n total kena byr is only RM27++ shj. =)

we all punyala lapar gila sbb x lunch..
mula2 kemain nak snap apa yg dmkn..aleh2 yg ni jek sempat..

hahha.jgn marah eh! ;P
licin!

then blk umah, mndi mnda rehat jap then kol 8mlm kuwa lagi..
nak g mana plak ni fieza?
well rabu kan wyg murah so i went to watch this..


tgk cita ni w nieza, awg mu n castro..
cita ni best..
tapi x suka dia nya ending.bencik bencik!
kemain la aku tggu nak tgk how it'll end sekali hampeh..
cam aku ni suka yg hepi ending jekkan.
so bila tak hepi tu cam..x best la! hehe..

nieza, castro n awg mu tgh tggu lif..
cam dlm club lakkan pic ni?

dlm kol 1130pm sampai umah n layan lak fb sampai kol 1pg..
dats all for my wednesday nya cerita ceriti.

hingga d lain entry.daaaaaaaaaa

Thursday, August 20, 2009

ms read n C&K

lupakan kisah lepas yg menyakitkan hati.
my life sungguh indah ok kalo nak compare kan dgn org yg dihntui insecurity nih.haha..
ok jom cerita ceriti w me..

last monday my mum ajak g spring pas blk keja..
she wanted a hair cut..so we went to jantzen..
she had a very nice cut+hair wash there..
i like this place u know.
wpun a bit pricey but me likey...

pastu my mum nak g beli some working shirts..
masok la ms read jap..
ms read ni aku sukkaaaa sangat tp x penah beli2 apa pun lagi..
sbb agak mahal kan.so takat belek2 tu penah la..
my mum dok try some blouses, me pun try sama..
i love this one blouse kaler purple yg sungguh lawa cuttingnya..
me tried n sukaaaaaaaa sangat la!
n lebih suka bila my mum tlg belikan.hahah..
my mum beli 2 pasang n me sepasang, FOC ;P
tq mak!

sangat cosyy

gigih..

done.

nak tgk how its like?
tadaaaaaaaaa..
gojes bukan.cant wait nak pakai.
love the sleeves yg ala2 ct gitu.hehe

then jln lagi singgah charles n keith plak[C&K]..
they got HUGE discounts okk..
remember my entry here where i wanted dat heels so bad?
well i didnt buy dat one..
sbb its a display item n the only size they got for me[38]..
so bila dah display ni kan, belah kanan tu x se'fit' belah kiri sbb yg kanan tu jd display nya.
paham tak korang?hehe..

last2 amik yg ni jek..
60% discounts..
sangat2 berbaloi..
plus yg ni xde sorg pun penah try lagi.hehe..



sungguh menggoda jiwa kan?hehe

this is my 1st ever stilettos i ever purchased.
bcos my chubby size, i usually dont go for this type..
sbb salunya mmg akan sakit kaki sbb tggi sangat..
but this one sangat2 selesa, mencengkam dgn kemas kaki comelku..
owh bila pakai jek kan otomatik i feel sexier tau..hahha
sungguh gedix tak igt.

there goes my story bout my 1st purchase of ms read n C&K.hehe..
looking forward to buy more n more!
[as if byk duit ko ni fieza]
;P

ok nak tdo dlu.nanite!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

im doin' just fine

hye all..

this few days mmg sangat mencabar utk saya harungi..
masalah dtg tanpa d undang..
saya yg jenis tak kacau org pun org kacau..
x suka tgk saya hepi agaknya..
nak cita ke tanak eh?

cita je la kan.
if one days she ever read this, i want her to apologize.
u owe me a big one lady!

i have an ex bf..ish nak ngaku pun cam malu jek..
i happened to be soo in love w him till one day he left me just like dat..
no call, no msges, no nothing..
just MIA..x ke hancur berderai hati ini?
kalo korang suka tak?of course la benciiii sangat2 kan..
since then i dendam gila ngan mamat ni tp i x wat papa pun..
till i saw his pic w a lady in fb my fren...
since dia my ex n playboy lak tu mmg la i m telling ppl "ko tgk la nanti jadi ke tak dorang ni"
dat statement goes to my ex okk..
benci sangat2 mmg la i can predict he wont be long w any girl..
so this lady dlm pic tu my fren kat fb..
mula2 nak kawan camtu je kan..saja2 je add.
so after few chatting sessions, i knew this girl baik orgnya..
n i hope my ex wont leave her like what he did to me..
n i also do hope kalo boleh biarla this lady w another man..
x sanggup aku sbb wpun dlm fb aku dah anggap dat lady cam my own fren..

and eventually dorang pun happily engaged..
alhamdulilah.
serious im happy okk sbb dat girl tak kena tggal pun n nampak cam my ex dah betol2 berubah sbb dah berani commit w only a girl..
semoga bahagia mereka berdua..

tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..

after few days dorang tunang i got a nasty msg in my fb frm dat lady..
--she told me she heard frm someone dat i doa dat dorang ni takkan kekal lama..and she was soo mad about dat..fyi, dia tak tau aku ni ex gf tunang dia dlu..dats y marah sanagt kot..
mmg la aku doa camtu pompuan!
tapi itu duluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..
sbb apa?
sbb aku benci my ex tu and ure too good to be w him..and he has the potential to leave anytime cos i know who he is..
and since dia dah jd tunang ko, apesal lak ko nak bising2?

--she asked whether its true dat he's my ex-bf?
yup, soooo true sayang..nak bukti?i have loads of pics to share..kang share kat fb semua org tgk baru ko tau ye..

--she said her fiance dah tau pasal ni and tunang dia ckp dia x kenal pun saya, x penah declare pownnn.
waahhhh..sesedap mulut tunang ko ckp x kenal aku eh?bukti, saksi semua ada okk..bobet, juzz, nieza semua penah jumpa lelaki keparat tu masa he was wif me..
x penah declare?omg...yg temankan dia ke spring shopping siap pegang tgn tu sapa?yg suap2 mkn tu sapa?yg dok amik dia kat ofc tu bkn saya ka?
even my ex tu penah mintak belikan burger tgh mlm buta aku belikan zinger lagi ok..burger stall x main sbb sayang punya pasal!

--mintak jgn carik msalah ngan dia..
eh aku ke yg carik masalah kat sini?kalo aku jahat, b4 ko tunang lagi dah aku cita all the dirty truth about ur fiance now skang ok..tapi penah ka me ckp?sepatah haram pun aku tak bgtau pasal that guy okkk..sbb aku tau kalo aku cita kat ko pun apa yg aku dapat?

sigh...

u know what, i didnt reply her 2nd email..
i malas.
malas nak melayan kebodohan pompuan camni..terlalu percayakan lelaki..
kot ye pun marah kat aku ko tanye elok2 x boleh?
kita kan sama pompuan..bknnya ko tangkap aku tgh main ngan tunang ko pun..
ada ka?
muka dia pun aku geli nak tgk dah skang ni apatah lagi nak haihhh..gila!

kita kalo nak kawen buat study dlu lelaki tu sapa..
what's his history..
keja mana, gaji brp..eh itu penting okkk..
tp yg aku boleh komen about this lady kan, dia sayang gila kat ex aku tuh..
sayang boleh tp berpada la..
aku tak kacau idup korang okkk..
after all, x penah pun i contact balik my ex tu lepas we all broke up..
ko nak bagi balik dia kat aku pun aku tanak.
seriously!

i gave her my numb but till now she never calls..
takut kot sbb kalo benda ni betol hancur musnah pelamin dia.hahah
kalo aku tau hp no pompuan tu mmg aku call..
aku tak suka la org main sedap mulut ckp aku jahat sangat ni kan..
ko bwk la tunang ko sekali..
jom jmpa..
aku tak takut pun..
entah tunang ko yg akan terkencing2 tgk kebenaran terbukti nyata..

aku tak kesah la pompuan..
ko amik la dia..bkn aku ckp kat org he is my boyfriend pun kan..
he is my ex.setahun yg dlu lak tu..
yg ko menggelabah sangat ni apesal ha?

im pity u woman..
sbb obviously my ex tak penah berubah..
a liar always be a liar..

semoga korang bahagia je la..
sbb aku tanak kacau hubungan korang la aku x reply..
i cant imagine if u finally read this..
huh..sakit tuuu!
but if i receive a call frm u asking for d truth, im ok w it..
tapi sanggup kah? ;P
hhaaha gelak keji weh!

owh sungguh pjg omelan ku kali ni..
so to pompuan2 yg terlalu sayangkan bf, tunang atau laki, simpan la sayang utk diri sendiri.

me single lagi so im doin' just fine here :)

Sunday, August 16, 2009

teringat

its been 2 days now since he's gone...
thanx to d comments dat i received..
x smpat nak reply..

arwah telah selamat dkebumikan pd petang selepas solat jumaat..
pada petang tu hari seolah2 bersedih sbb hujan gerimis mula turun pada petangnya.
semoga arwah bahagia d sana..

rasa cam x percaya arwah dah takde..
walaupun tahu yg selama ni dia sakit tp its still too soon for him to go..
i still have hopes dat he'll recover but he didnt..

i have so many memories w him..
too many to tell..
he's a guy who always make people smiles..
even he's in pain last july, he still have smiles on his face..

i still remember when we celebrated his bday in march..
i know he's sick but not dat serious yet..
we bought him a cake n sang him d bday song..
he was soo happy and we were glad dat we can share the moments w him...

the last dinner i had w him was during hathsey's farewell at the pizza hut in may..
i was the one who fetched him up cos he couldnt drive since he wasnt able to see normally anymore.
camna nak ckp eh..
dia nmpak tp x jelas..
masa tu dia dah stat sakit, butiran percakapan pun susah we all nak fahami..
tp we just nodded to what he says sbb taknak kecikkan hati dia..
we know he's sick tp semangat dia mmg kuat nak lawan penyakit..

d dinner went well..we ate n talk n laughs..
we also took pics dat nite but i dont know why i didnt save it..
now menyesal tak sudah sbb tu lah moment last we had b4 dia terlantar sakit..

wpun arwah dah takde, kenangan ttp terpahat d hati kami..
all d smiles, the laugh we shared, the mcd session, uno games wont be easily erased..
ure such a great friend jijie..

u will be forever missed.

Friday, August 14, 2009

al-fatihah

i was talking to a customer when juzz called.

"za, jijie ninggal.."

and i was like, tougue-tied, speechless..i dont know what to say..
when i hung up the fon then all my tears were streaming down.
last visit arwah masa sunday lepas kat HUS..
mmg masa tu he was so sick n he used the oxygen support to keep on alive.
was there w nieza n bobet, we all mmg tak dapat nak tahan kesedihan..
terus kuar dari wad n cried madly.

and today i received dat bad news.
he is now gone.forever.
leaving all the loved ones behind.

arwah jijie the one w cap.

mohd azyzeer rahim@jijie telah selamat kembali kepada-Nya pada pukul 2ptg, khamis.
al-fatihah

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

luruh perasaanku...

bila d hujung bln i will go splurge myself buying things dat i really wanted.
salunya i'll buy a new pair of heels or wedges or i'll grab some blouses..
and masa dapat gaji ari tu i did went to charles & keith..
niat d hati mmg nak beli satu sbb kan tgh sale gila2 skang..
tapi non ado..
langsung x beli apa2 pun..
ada yg i suka, tapi xde saiz..
so oklah..
i ended up buying the carlo rino tu..

n yesterday nak d jadikan cita..
me n nieza jln2 kat d spring..
masok la C&K kejap..
owh mula mataku rambang d situ..

ada satu heels yg telah membuat saya jatoh hati..
siap cuba my size cos i thought it was 60% less..
rupanya hanya 20% sahaja..
n d price is RM135.60 kalo x silap.
owh tidak...
it is the last pair okkkk!!

luruh jantongku.........
kenapa d saat2 poketku mula surut, i saw this heels?
why heels ni x kuwa masa poket ku masih tebal?

saya sungguh keciwa kerana tak dapat nak beli.
perasaan tu cam ish can i rob any bank now?
i want it so bad!

im still thinking tho..
tgh tolak tambah bajet ni..
kalo i g spring esok, its still there i nak beli je la.
sakit sungguh perasaan ni..
x sanggup dah menanggung kesakitan..

seyes.
i need to buy dat heels!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

visiting ziza d pg mggu

ziza is my very gd fren masa kat sm sains dulu..
i met her again during firdaus's wedding last 2 weeks and knowing dat she's preggy, nieza n i planned to visit her at home..
its kinda baby shower tho..
but a mini one..hheehe..

yg join tu cam biasa geng2 saya..
juzz, nieza n bobet.yg lain xleh nak join cos ada hal..
we all semua ni schoolmates to those yg tak tau la..
even blaja jaoh mana pun, geng seasrama jugak yg best..

dlm kol 1030pg me dah gerak dari umah..
fetching these 3 hot ladies..me cam semangat plak nak drive.
ziza ni umah dia nun d santubong..
dats y kitorang gerak awl2..
dlm 30mins driving baru sampai..
ingatkan nak singgah pantai ke apa kan tp sangat sangat hazy so we cancelled.

harus ada pic berempat..
sori bet..sik nmpak ktk.heheh..

we brought cuppies for the mummy to be

driver of d day.

sampai jugak akhirnya..

aziza was so hepi to see us..
kitorang pun hepi tgk dia.hehe..
cam x pecaya dia dah preggy..
dlu ziza ni la geng hu ha hu ha kat dlm kelas, kat hostel..
kalo gelak mak aih mmg meriah!

we all d jamu dgn2 mcm2 okk..
fruits, biscuits, canai w kari ayam, buah dabei...
fuhh mmg kenyang..
tp lupa plak nk amik pics food..hehe..

kusyuk sembang+mkn.

ziza's mummy; datin jamilah ajak we all tgk fountain kat luar..
masa ni panas sangat2 okkkk so bila tgk ikan ni sejoookk jekk..
sambung lagi melepak kat patio tu..
seronok bila boleh sembang cam waktu sekolah dlu..
now w semua org ada komitmen mmg payah nak lepak camni kan..

bobet-ziza-nieza-juzz

w me plak.ziza is wearing black so x nmpak sgt baby bump dia..
but still cute!

ikan ni kalo goreng boleh ka?hhaha

muka sememeh.

dlm kol 130 ptg camtu we all nak balik dah..
n ziza pun ikut sama sbb mintak tlg antakan kat umah auntie dia..
alang2 dah lalu tu so tlg la kan..
lagipun x puas lagi smbang sebenanya.hehe

so few pics b4 we go..


sukanyaaa dpt cuppies
wanna look inside?

cantekkkan?
nak order klik sini-- my cupcakes.

suka plak candid ni..

dat sunday cuaca sangat2 panas..
jerebu x hengat sampai gunung santubong pun x nmpak..

see..its gone.
gila ah..

thanx ziza for having us last sunday..
hope u'll love the gifts we brought u[pressies lupa nak snap :'( ]
wish u'll be the hottest mom soon n semoga semua berjln lancar during delivery nxt month..
love u muah muah!

cant wait for my lovely frens[juzz nieza n bobet] to get married n preggy okkk...
cant wait for my turn too!!
eh eh..haha..
sempat!

i still cant imejin how it'll be when i have another human being in my tummy.
as for now, hanya lemak tepu sahaja.
sekian terima kasih! lol.

k la peeps.nanite.
mggu ni shift pg so blaja2 la tdo awl.ngeh ngeh..
daaaaaaaaaaaaa