i give my life to live again

i was browsing on my fav AI season 11 contestants; joshua ledet and heejun han on youtube
sekali terbukak jessica sanchez punya video nyanyi lagu i surrender
rupanya dia dulu2 penah masok america's got talent
sangatlaaaaaaaaaaaa best sora dia
harap masa idol ni dia bawak la lagu ni
mmg meletops
and i bukak la lagu i surrender ni by celine dion
oh sangat la layannn

kalo sapa2 tgh bercinta mmg layan sangat la
me?
mm yes im single n available but not looking
haha
boleh?

still trauma lah rasanya
rasa2 dah dekat setahun dah single
lamaaaaaa tu haha
and i never date anyone just yet
nak kuwa kenal2 pun tak
this is so not me
i la jenis yg salu rajin mencari calon haha(true story)
tapi entah la now rasa cam malas
ada ke yg ikhlas menyayangi sekarang ni?
pengalaman lepas sangat pahit utk dikenang
seriously, i wish i could delete the whole experience
sakitnya masih terasa
macam kena hiris2 je

thats the worst thing ever happened to me
and it haunted me till now

whatever it is, i know my true love he's out there somewhere
i need a man who's strong enough to make me believe in love, once again
a man who could love me unconditionally
who can take me as i am
who can make me a better person

thats why i dont have the guts to make any move on anyone just yet
the failure, the rejection hurts so much it left a huge hole in my heart

love is a mystery
and im among those who's still searching for the answer
hope one day love will be mine to keep
and share it with someone i call as my own :)